Desolate.
Dry, like an arid desert;
Limited life contact,
Hopeless.
Crying was a mirage,
Only others seemed to hold the key;
That could unlock,
The healing springs from within.
But drip by drip,
Inner acceptance they bring;
More freedom within,
Who I am is the best place to begin.
My tears are the permission,
To grieve this long journey;
From before my birth,
The pain of a broken world that you’ve allowed me to live in.
Be here,
With these tears.
Don’t leap ahead,
And miss the healing in these cool springs.
When the tears fall,
They release life;
Permission to be,
Freedom to embrace.
New life,
But it first took courage,
To shed that first tear;
You faced the fear,
That held you captive,
But now you are free to fly.
On the wings of a new horizon;
To walk on dewy grass,
With the sun rising, new promises.
Try again, learn and grow stronger,
In your way and time.