This just me
just who I am
It all things that happen
That built this man
When my world crumbled
And my heart broke
The toll it took
I'm not a pawn but a rook
You look to me when it shook
At each stone for cracks and breaks
You didn't know I was broken along
But even broken i stand tall
Never will I fall
Or fail
The ones I love most of all

I am jealous,
Jealous of sun how it warms you
When I long to heat you with my touch
Of the rain that falls on you
As cascades down your skin
Where I yearn to explore and kiss
I'm jealous of each morning
That you awake and I'm not there
Of the flowers that catch your eye
For I long to be your smile
But most of all I'm jealous of time
Of the time I missed
Not knowing my heart could beat this hard

She stands there
In her denim and lace
A devilish smile on her face
Her hair burning fire
She lights my heart's desire
But her true beauty lies deep inside
It's in her heart and it mustn't hide
Though she looks like goddess
She is humble and modest
Her *** appeal is definitely unreal
And I'd have it all, if her heart I could steal
Love that body morning noon and night
I make sure I treated and loved her right
Looking like that she lights every man's fire
And in their lust, they miss the jewel
That is truly you
Beautiful inside and out

I yearn for love
Not just any kind
The one that fits
Understands my way
That can be on it's own
And never make me feel alone
Not perfect, but worth the fight
I want to be loved the way I do
Fully me giving all to you

I will live on
And find myself
Buried underneath
All the things happened before you
So I'll dig my way through
Till my heart is clear and true
I'll be ready to love
To say each and every day
So that you know
I've always felt this way
No one else even comes close
They aren't the same
Every word, kiss, and love you
Was never so strong
You weren't wrong
We were ment to be
side by side all along
So I'll love you from afar
Till the time comes and well never part

I
dont say it lightly
The words arent cheap
Not given to appease you
They reveal my most inner self
Love
Like moonlight silver beams
Breaking through the blinds of your heart
To bath your beauty in my warmth
And make your eyes sparkle like jewels
You
Are brighter and warmer than the sun
Your body a temple I would worship
The one that has captured my heart
And enchanted my soul forever

It hurts deep inside
I dont know if will ever subside
My hearts a wreck no end insight
Will someones love ever be right
I'm poet and I love like one
Lovers use me up till I'm done
Left there empty and in pain
Though I say to them never again
The moment they need me
I saddle up and try to be
The man and lover they need
My own words I never heed
I build them up and my love helps them fly
But when they're better it's always good bye
Even though I know my love is true
It's not enough for them or you
Fancy houses and new cars
All it cost is you is an empty heart
Or someone that will treat you cruel
But I'll never be anyones crowned jewel
Cause life is real and a poet is a dream
So I live this over and over it's my life's theme
To make you feel true loves warm embrace
And have another door slammed in my face
But I know no other way, I just pray
That someone will love me back one day