not a great loss

if you asked for forgiveness, maybe I would forgive you.

if a person does not want to be bothered or have no time for you, you need to leave alone and start own life.

Of course, everyone is to blame, but not you,
cars, weather, other people, dogs, trees, cats

she's little ant
she live, she eat
she carried it
upon her back
she carry world
untill her world
was cracked

she's little bee
she fly, she try
she is a sacrifice
she use to be ashame
she gave to everyone
her honey
untill it end

now she don't know
who's she?
she bee?
she ant?
or someone else
could be

your gun it is ignorance.
arogans it's your name.
contempt inside your veins.
you look at me from upside down. i read a scorn inside your lips.
the jeer was freezing on your eyes. you thought i'm fool?
but i am not.

I didn't find myself in the trash to look into your mouth and run after you.
Hope I said enough clear.

i wanna be enough.
i wanna be loved.
i wanna be accepted.
i wanna be my self.
i wanna feel free.
i wanna breath.

he tried to pull me on the bottom. but i don't wanna to be choken.
i wanna fly like a butterfly,
i want to enjoy my life.
he tried to push me in the darknest.
but i don't wanna to be lost.
i wanna be in lightfull,
i wanna be in love

if you do not take this lesson with me, you will go through it again and again with others until you learn the lesson.

will i change my mind for someone? No.
will i change my style for someone? No.
will i broke my dreams for someone? No.
will i fake for someone? No.
will i change my life for someone? Not

i tried too hard to please your ego. by days and nights, but not enough
i run and run and still keep running.
but never been appreciate or loved. i cannot give you how you want it. because you even doesn't know. i'm tired and my heart intoxicated by bitter poison of your words.
i cannot breath and choke inside your haze.
the darknest smoke of lies around me.
the fog is clinch so hard my lungs. i'm tired, you was broke me by ruler and your rules.

With good deeds, the ability to help others, the ability to love and forgive, to create, with a good heart, an open soul, pure thoughts, nobility, benefit society and people, this is proud. Not machines, not prizes, not victories, not money, not power, no appearance.