I forgive you, no body perfect.
But I never will come back

will i change my mind for someone? No.
will i change my style for someone? No.
will i broke my dreams for someone? No.
will i fake for someone? No.
will i change my life for someone? Not

i tried too hard to please your ego. by days and nights, but not enough
i run and run and still keep running.
but never been appreciate or loved. i cannot give you how you want it. because you even doesn't know. i'm tired and my heart intoxicated by bitter poison of your words.
i cannot breath and choke inside your haze.
the darknest smoke of lies around me.
the fog is clinch so hard my lungs. i'm tired, you was broke me by ruler and your rules.

nobody will run after you

not a great loss

if you asked for forgiveness, maybe I would forgive you.

Maybe it's okay we not been
Maybe it's okay we not
Maybe i was press too tightly
maybe i was blind, not yours
maybe we some kind of different
maybe i should stop to dream
maybe i should find my place now
maybe, maybe, maybe
maybe all was just a fantasy
maybe i should open eyes
maybe you was not enough for me
maybe was am I
maybe i should staying quiet
maybe i should stop
maybe i should stop so hard to trying
maybe i should stop to ask regard
maybe all it was my dreaming
maybe i was not in yours
maybe we some kind of different
maybe it's all my efforts
why i try so hard to move a stone
maybe i should to give in
maybe i should say good bye forever
maybe i should stop to search
maybe never was in your eyes
maybe your eyes someone else's
maybe all it's just imaginary
maybe i was blind
maybe i, for you was funny
maybe i was funny guy
maybe i was jest for using
maybe i was just a fool
maybe all my feels and dreaming
maybe it's just all my faulth
maybe it's again my intuition
maybe it is blind
maybe i should stop to thinking
maybe i should stop to wait
maybe i should stop to beeing your some kind of toy
maybe i will strike all dreamings
maybe i will strike all words
which i whispered to my pillow
when i want to hold your mores
when i need you most
maybe all is just illusions
maybe i should to be real
maybe i will to be waiking, from that funny dreams
maybe it is time to leaving, maybe it is time to move, maybe it is time when my heart is healing,
maybe this is will deserve,
maybe i will stop to waiting fooly,
for your silly love

he tried to pull me on the bottom. but i don't wanna to be choken.
i wanna fly like a butterfly,
i want to enjoy my life.
he tried to push me in the darknest.
but i don't wanna to be lost.
i wanna be in lightfull,
i wanna be in love

if you do not take this lesson with me, you will go through it again and again with others until you learn the lesson.

she's little ant
she live, she eat
she carried it
upon her back
she carry world
untill her world
was cracked

she's little bee
she fly, she try
she is a sacrifice
she use to be ashame
she gave to everyone
her honey
untill it end

now she don't know
who's she?
she bee?
she ant?
or someone else
could be

Of course, everyone is to blame, but not you,
cars, weather, other people, dogs, trees, cats

With good deeds, the ability to help others, the ability to love and forgive, to create, with a good heart, an open soul, pure thoughts, nobility, benefit society and people, this is proud. Not machines, not prizes, not victories, not money, not power, no appearance.