I almost forgot how crying felt like,
But,
In an abnormal night,
Some water fell from my eyes
It looked like tears
But
Who am I to guess if they were?

I remember those car rides with my aunt
When I was 6 and refused to fall asleep
She'd loop around the silent night streets
And then I'd block out
And wake up next morning in my bed

What he loved about her was that she was full of life
But
Little did she know
That he was fantasizing about death

Seven years ago
You were here
Seven years later
You're still here

The distance,
Is killing me
.
.
.

I was telling the night breeze about your smile
And
I asked her to go check if you're also thinking about me

When you feel your heart going numb while talking to someone?!

We promised that we'd meet next Thursday
It's been four years
And
Many weeks passed without Thursdays

Even if I have no heart left
To love you with
I will love you
With all the left pieces

'Love takes your breath away'
They say
But I've never thought it was so literal

Friends are just life lessons

Everything's under controle
And then you loose it.
You can't cry,
But you're eyes are burning
You try to escape
Stay alone for a second
But have a flashback
Of what happened
And you're out of breath

You were so beautiful today
You're always astonishing
But today
For the first time
You looked real

It's odd
Having a broken heart
And
Breaking someone else's heart

Don't you ever say
"Someone made my day"
Even simply by their existence
But have you ever thought that
You made someone's day

Eyes as dark as midnight
Skin as Bright as moonlight

I see you
Almost everyday
For three years
   But
I've never really
And truly
Saw you
Until yesterday

I kind of love it
That I have some sort of power
Over someone who loves me
Even if I don't feel the same

Do You like school?
Someone asked
I had to think
Before replying
Yes
I do
Because school isn't just walls and chairs,
Because school is our second home,
Because school is the reason you know lots of people.
    Maybe it's hard
    Maybe it's depressing
    sometimes
    Maybe...
    A lot of reasons can make me
    hate it
But no
School is something we can't skip
And I'm glad it's obligatory,
School is more than only learning
I know learning is important.
But besides
School teaches us about the world
It's like a free trial of the real world
We meet people of all types
We're forced to choose the right ones
Or at least who we think they are.
School helps us,
And teaches us,
How to fit into the society's cookie mold
School isn't paradise
...
Some of us
Cry theirselves to sleep
    Bullying
    Social anxiety
    Harassment
    ...
Don't we know about these things?
No,
We do
But we only care about ourselves
Because we're selfish
And if we're not the bullied
                      The social anxious
         We do not care.

Thank you
Thank you my school
Thank you for teaching me
That the perfect life does not exist
That there's no perfect people
That even your friends may turn their backs to you
School is a world
Not mathematics
Not English
Not French
Not history
Not Arabic
Not science
Nor physical education
School is social education.
And this is why I love school
Not just like it,
But love it !
Does that answer your question?

What if the loves that never happened went up to make sunlight?
Then I think I know why love's pain is always beautiful.

As my heart starts beating like crazy
As my pen starts running on the paper
My words starting to form
For the first time in forever
A dream as true as ever
Verse after verse
And a poem started to form
And I had to hide it from the world
Then poem after poem
And a notebook is fillen
I felt like someone needs to read them
'Cause I can't let it in for long,
And a friend liked 'em
Two
Three
And then lots of people knew I could write
I just needed some motivation
To write more and more
And somewhere to share my poems
And someone appeared
As if to lead the way
And now
I have no fear
..
And my notebook is no longer behind the bookshelf
It's on my desk
So everyone can read

We can't blame a year for heartbreak

And don't think of this year as the worst

You can look back and see the happiness that was there

It's just that..
I'm a different person now

I will love you
Even if nothing guarantees that you'll love me back

If I was brave enough
Talking to you won't be this rough
If I was brave enough
          Which I'm not

I wish I could tell how much I miss you
I wish I could look at you without fear
I wish I could make you smile even once
I wish I could tell you how much I love you everyday
I wish I could look into your eyes from a closer spot
I wish I could hold your hand
I wish I could have you a little bit closer
I wish I could see the spark of your eyes clearly
I wish my heart never stoped beating for you... and my love for you, to never expire

Tell me what will happen
If I  stop loving you,
Not anymore,
If your smile is gone
If the stars of your eyes stop lighting up the world (my world)
Tell me what will happen
If I froget the tune of your voice
If my heart never beats for you,
...
Nothing will stay..
Only the heartache
The pain
You will no longer remember me;
But trust me
Years and years later 'if' I saw you I will still feel the pain and my heart will revive again.