Riley

Riley Sep 2020

inked

I put a lesson on my skin,
This time for the rest of my life.

Again, victimized, decided to get used to my pain.
It doesn't even hurt anymore, it's just implanted on the surface on my body. My never well accepted body.

I don't write in rhymes anymore.
Cause lost my passion for every little thing I loved to do or to make or to think and see and feel.

This tattoo on my hand will remind me on not giving permission to anyone to be more important than me.
Not to rely on another or something.

The ink is now out of the dark.

nepromišljeno ali sam odgovoran za to

Riley Aug 2020

Dragonheart

I went to that place by accident.
After two years of searching,
For the City view, I realized
I was very near.
I always knew, this place was hiding from me to come alone.
Now, that's clear.
My good friend was with me, and without her being there, I would probably choke on tears... Cause you once Said to me :
" I come here to suffer alone"

I need to grow into My Dragon spirit.
I feel like I'm loosing The Faith again.
If you really don't feel anything, you Will feel My sadness every time you come there alone or with somebody else. Or with her...

Necu više

Riley Aug 2020

No Man There For Me

We meet
I stay.
They fall For me
I say :
I'm not from here...
They leave;
My dan turns into the night.
Cause nobody can't hear,
My love For them;
Even if they don't know the sight
Of My old soul.
Dazzling and beautiful
Black Hole.

#namastejebitese

Riley Jul 2020

Jinx

Apparently,
My Luck left me behind.
Somewhere in January.

Transparently,
My sadness made me blind.
Here in July.

. Strašno.

Riley Jun 2020

Anniversary

I still haven't fixed my Time Machine.
One year ago,
Or one million if I ever used the time properly...and I changed
In a very strange way.

How much more time will pass,
Until I see all the scenarios I’ve seen in another space.
It's scary to know what's imagination and what is real.

New century 2020 ****** up everything and everyone.
Half a year is already gone. Halfway to my 22.
But I feel like 127.
.

Not that excited like I thought.

#time #machine #year

Riley Mar 2020

no more

You.
You're no longer the One I know.
I feel like you don't want to know what am I going through.
Anymore...
I told myself and the Universe,
We became diverse.

You've found your love.

I'm still finding Myself above.
I am the One who lived through our world,
And You have no clue what kind of Underworld I saw.

I can't wait for you anymore.
The architect in me designed the greatest project of our dimension.
Would you accept to live there in the very end?
It's up to you.
(my never explained love)

I'll not wait,I said this.
I can only grant you the acces.

I'm alone in this.
You *******.

Riley Feb 2020

Jealousy

What equals Fear?
Rejection.

What equals Rejection?
Fear.

What equals Love?
Jealousy.

What equals Jealousy ?
Not love? Again fear?

Is this some paradox based on the thin line between love and hate?

I just wanna tell you I'm sorry for being envious.
I didn't want that.
I didn't even know I wanted only You.

I underestimated myself.
I can move on now.
The lesson is clear.
I just need to remove the Fear.
From You.
Myself.

#jealousy #fear #love #you #me