Looking back to my childhood
Until now,
I realized ,for good,
That I never had my own home.

My family was always with me,but roof overhead,
We never had.
Maybe they thought they had,
But I'm the proof that something was missing.

The anchor, that holds our home to the bottom,
Was never thrown to the sea of safety.

I traveled a lot around the world.
And I move very often.
I write this because I'm leaving this flat where I am now.
I'm leaving the view from the balcony, where I spent time waiting for the dawn and praying in a completely different way.

It's like I have 'the home' in my heart.
This is why I like to come to my people and keep in mind that I have to leave soon, but be back again in a while.

My heart recognized once the home where I belong, unfortunately
Not in this dimension...Of course It do exist here,
It's in the city where my transformation started and where I met my true self.

The path with blue skyscrapers aside, I'm looking for the sun at the end of the street of my life, hoping for the person that holds the key of our home, even though he doesn't know he has one, but I do know that he needs time too.

I'll travel and move forward as much as I can,
And be the one who carries home within myself.
Everything you truly believe ,It's always there.

The fire within me,
Scattered the ashes of my soul.

How reckless you can be to think ,
That once you're awake,
There's no more pain.

                    ...how sweet and innocent....

Just think about how many times you spent,
Without even knowing what have you gain.

It's time to heal,
And be real in this 3d illusion.

Just choose your suffering.
It's the part of the journey.
I know it's not easy to catch fire again.

But next time We're gonna be much stronger
To fly a little bit  longer.

We met in a beautiful way,
But we didn't know that we're both cursed.

There's many things I wanted to say,
But the Separation came first.

At the beginning of the journey - Me,
At the very end - You.

We're both stuck, don't you see,
Our shadows are lurking, that's true.

So, pushing ourselves away,
We're both losing each other.

I will trust the Universe,
To break the Curse from one another.

We're born in our own sign
Although we're all different
The number 1(11)  is engraved in our spine.

They say, only 3 loves you can experience in this life
But,is there any evidence of afterlife?
The all 3(33) versions of you conecting with me,
Is the proof with every stage of Dawn , I see.

Human has the basic 5(55) senses
The key of Universe  (3,6,9)
What most secrets mentioned
You can choose the tense,
And fly with your wings in defence.

Dates,years,times ... vision formulas.