I am blessed,
With God in my life I am not stressed.
In the mornings, I awake to the unique sounds of nature,
Birds chirping, the wind blowing the leaves on the trees,
Roosters crowing, dogs barking.
I see the bright and glorious sunshine,
The butterflies playing in the air,
The cotton ball clouds,
The beautiful mountains and the lovely and
Sweet smelling roses.

I am blessed to behold the beauty of God’s creation.
I am blessed to have the opportunity to experience true salvation.
I am blessed; there is always food to eat and to share.
I am blessed, not stressed, well dressed, put to the test.
I am blessed, there is money to pay the bills and
I have feet to walk up the hills.
I am blessed, I am loved by my family and friends,
And most of all I have the love of Jesus Christ.
I am blessed, God provides for me in everyway,
He protects me and I know that He will never forsake me.

I am blessed
His angels are near and He has given me ears to hear.
I am blessed, I have lived to see another day,
My saviour has cleared the way.
I am blessed, I am in my right mind,
I can smile and make others smile as well.
I am blessed, I am in good health,
I can feel my heart beat the rhythmic beat of life,
As it vibrates against my chest:
Budup, budup, budup.
Oh, how wonderful it is to know,
That I am blessed, not stressed,
Well dressed, put to the test.
Praise the Lord!
I am blessed.

The family I met
They trust me
Good people deserve
To be treated equally
With honesty.
Not push to one side
Not kept a secret
Not to be lied too.
I’m very happy
I met them.
I have more good
Memory.

You could have all the money
In the world
Are you happy
You live in a big house
Give everything to
Your kids
Are you happy
I could have one dollar
In my pocket
I’m rich.
I’m rich because I have
My kids and lover
That’s makes me
Richest woman in the
World

I am who I am
Who else would I be
I won’t change for you
So why change for me
I won’t waste my life
Being someone I can not be
Because I’m not a fake
Unwilling to break
Get used to what you see
I’m going to be me.

God...guide me
throughout my life...
As I grow up and
move on with my
life.

God...also guide me
to the choices I make.
Make sure I make good
ones, not bad ones.

God you're my guide..
Even though there are
times when you are
not there.

Or I thought...
But God...do me a
favor....guide me

Seems like my life in
Relationship
Just keeps repeating.
Last year I was on this road
I didn’t wanna be in same road
I was put on road
Between a man
With two women
I don’t know if I
Could do this again
I’m a good woman
It’s doesn’t take that much
To love me

I get my information from my husband
My husband serves this country
His active duty
For the army
I believe what the military
Are talking
If anything to happen
There’s are the one to be
Notified first.
Look I’m in
Las Vegas
The bigger casino
Closing down because
This corona virus going
School are close down too.
Parents are change
To home school are child
I have some information
I’m not Definitely sure yet
My husband will let me know
Wednesday
The best way to beat this
To stay in your own
Comfort home.

Even in relationships
My man never helped me
I always help him.
What’s makes a different now.
Wasn’t there before
What makes you think
You gonna.
I gotta to do it myself.
If I ask
Nothing going to get done.
So, Why?

I’ve had many times in my life when I’ve been hurt – more than I’d care to count, and I have no doubt you have too.

Hurt comes in a couple different ways. There’s the hurt you feel from a person that would never intentionally do this and if they knew how much they’ve hurt you, they’d fall all over themselves apologizing. You can forgive those love one easily – correct?

I have no more teardrops
To cry for you
I cried so hard
The day everything fell apart
I cannot get mad anymore
Either.
I **** all my madness on
Writing my feelings down.
There’s nothing else
Left.

I can’t wait to be with you
I can’t wait to be with you, to hold your hands, to touch your face, to see your eyes, to feel your lips
I can’t wait to be with you, to dry your tears, to hold you close, to give you comfort
I can’t wait to be with you, to hear your laugh, to laugh with you, to see your smile,
I can’t wait to be with you, to tell you how much I have missed you, to tell you I love you, to say that you are all ive ever wanted
I can’t wait to be with you, to thank you for loving me, and wanting me, and having me, and giving me a reason to believe, and helping me to see me
I can’t wait to be with you, to take your hand, or your last name, and your commitments, and your admiration and promises and devotion
I can’t wait to be with you, to spend my day with you, to spend my afternoon with you, to spend my night with you
I can’t wait to be with you, to share my life with you, to give my life to you, to give a life to you
I can’t wait to be with you, to journey life with you, to experience life with you, to endure life with you
I can’t wait to be with you, to grow old with you, to grow wise with you, to grow in love with you
I can’t wait….to be able to show you how much my heart has wanted and needed you
I believe in you, I believe in me, I believe in us, I believe in we
I can’t wait to start the rest of my life with you and only you

Frankly
I’m lying to myself.
I wouldn’t be giving you
Another change
If I don’t still
Love you.
What I say
Is different
What I’m feeling inside.
I’m fighting with
Myself

I been standing y’all
With all my problems
Had face all my Challenge.
Not once’s in my life
Life did me wrong
Is the people that
Always did me wrong.
Either they take my kindness
For granted.
They so jealous of me
They don’t know when to stop
Talking about me.

When you do something
With agree
You will do it
But inside you feel weird
No matter what you do
You cannot forget that person
Because your heart and his
Are in one.
I saw everything that happened
Before will happen.
He found himself
Back home to his
Wife
Who only one understand him.

One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable.

I don't understand why
People loves to tell you something is like a revelant to your life.

What is the point
The people drool on your basic life.
It's pointless that people find anything to talk about.

Honestly I Don't GIVE A ****
IF THEY CALL ME UGLY
IF THEY CALL ME NO TEETH
IF THEY CALL ME NO GOOD.

ONLY WAY ILL LISTEN
IF YOU FEED MY KIDS
PAY MY RENT
GIVE ME MONEY.
Other than that *******

If my ex
Came  back in my life
I don’t know if I’m
Ready
I don’t know if
I would be happy or sad
So much already
Had happened
Is a question
I need to look
Deepest of my heart
That I don’t know
Honestly I probably
Play it by ear
See what happen
Even though I
Already know what
Is going to happen

I have my days
I want to look extra beautiful.
I don’t do for everyone
I do it for myself
Because I’m feeling
Myself.
There are days
I wanna put on a
Little makeup on
There’s days I
Feel ****.
That’s not asking for attention.

Beside
The people whose
In my life.
Listening to other
People especially
They are negative, not positive
I just walk away.
Negative
Doesn’t get you far
But being positive
Does get you farther
In life.
I take or eliminates
Some people out my life
That’s not Necessary
To be there and help
Me mentally and physically.

Some reason
You and your best friend
Played
A game on me.
The table is turned
Around
Game on
Whom
Now.
Spell
Assume
What does stand for

I have hard time expressing my feelings
In front of people
I could express my feelings
On my poetry
When I do
Let out my feelings
Nobody is listening
So I learned to keep
All my feelings
Inside.

Your actions is the same
What you say.
You could Convince me
Honestly I’m not going to
Believe you anymore.
You cannot fool me anymore
I’m a mother
Who could feel and see be on
Everything
I’m Quiet to myself
But I see right through you
I’m not stupid nor dumb

Goes back to same woman
That costed all the BS.
And she’s the reason why
Unborn innocent babies are not here today.
Desperately can’t live by himself.
Needed the woman Comfort.
Sad, to chose that.
Unless you know your one
Who killed your own child.

Like before
I’m afraid to open my heart.
To love again.
I once’s love a man
Who didn’t love me back.
I was blinded by him.
I was also so jealous.
The only way
I could continue with my life
I had to ask God to help
That’s when I realize
If I use my heart
People will take advantage of me.
If I use my brain and be wise
Nobody cannot
Take advantage of me.
God gave me a sign
It’s called
A wake up call

There’s way to deal with that
Talk to the child
But never use cuss words
Around a child
If you were raised up
With your parents not using
Cussing. Don’t do it to
Your own children.
Make your children understand it
The only way that will work
You have to understand your child
Understand them first
But never use cussing words
A child will remember that
I for sure didn’t use cussing
Word’s
When I was raising my kids
And for sure I own let nobody
Dare has someone
Cussed my children's

Another woman from another
Woman
Meaning his hiding something
Thats he don’t want
The other woman to know.
In my own opinions
If a man gotta
Hide a woman
His not a real man.

Some guy kids
Why would you cussed out
The child
That’s not how you do
Anybody child.
Especially is not yours.
That’s the kinda
Woman you don’t bring home
To meet your
Mother.

If I could be someone,
Who could I be?
My mother, my father,
or someone who’s free.
I wish I could be someone
Whose different in all ways.
Someone who’s rich or famous,
Or has those days.
If I could be someone,
I would choose to be free.
Free from rants and the paparazzi,
Choose to be filled with joy and glee.
If I could be someone,
I know exactly who to be.
Unique and different from all,
I would choose to be me.

Time I walk out my daughter
Place
I have this feeling
You let every
Women out there
Know who I am
They look at
Me
Like they know me
When I don’t know them.
I’m too
Old. For all of this.

For a long time
I thought when
Someone you care and love
Push you away.
You could barely
Denial to yourself
Actually the person you hurting
Not only your love one
But your own self too.
I’m done
Pretending to myself
That I don’t love him.
But the goddess truth
I’m still in love with him.
It’s not only my future
I’m going to focus
But are future.
Being away from him
Made me realize
How much I love him.
But got to take it step by step.