Now I had to remove
Myself away
From negative people
My life is odds
To change for the
Better.
If someone dearest
Love me
For who I am.
They could back in
My life.
Bring positive mood
Not negative and *******
I will close my heart
Completely

I will take care him
Like he takes care me.
I will listen to him
Only him.
I would enjoy everything about
Him.
I will accept whatever he is
I will never turn my back on him.

I wish for love
I wish for normal life
I wish I’m
The only one
I wish for beautiful
Life.

That will be
That’s person I
Really love and care for
To spend some
Times with me.
Not one day
But all the
Times.
That’s my
Wish

Someone ask me
To help them
I know myself I
I can’t even help my own self.
I wouldn’t promise anything.
I’ll focus on myself first
Before I start helping
Someone else.
The bad part you
Trying your best
To pleasant others.
When you’re own self
Can’t managed.
Be realistic here.
You got to help yourself first.

Would it makes anything different
Would everything stop
Would you start telling the truth
Would you know
Who would want to be with
Would you stay.
Actually I it wouldn’t make
Anything different
Each time you don’t like
How everything is going
You will leave us.
In the end
You will lose out.
You can’t make the right decision

To whatever I’m living
I won’t change
Myself nor my attitude
I’m not the only person
Who saw it coming.
Because I’m not like
That. I’ll still be
Me.
Loving and caring
Person I am.

I deserve to be happy
And be love by God
I deserve a lot
Of stuff in my life.
The obstacle I
Had to face in my past.
People I had to put
Before myself and happiness.
Now there’s nothing wrong
Doing something
For myself.
Now I put myself
Before anybody
What’s make me
Happy

I was lost in the dark,
nothing to see,
I was blind by anger,
Wish I had received,
My heart was gone
with no feeling inside,
I used to not care
and I never had any pride,
I thought of myself as a nobody,
But now I see the light shining right through me,
I have more respect than I had before,
My heart is filled with plenty of joy,
I can feel my body coming out of its shell
and I truly know I have found myself.
I can feel the pressure lifting off of me,
I love myself and I'm happy to say God
showed me the way to freedom, and
when I look around I see a different
girl and know I finally found myself.

I found myself
After many years
Trials and tribulations
Too many tears

Years went wasted
Feeling empty
Lost in despair
Nothing good could be

I lost it all
Nothing to do
In that barren moment
A light shined through
My life nearly gone
Yet I still stood
Was tragedy over
Leaving room for good

I’d been the victim
For far too long
Accepting the sentence
Of everything wrong
Yet in my darkness
The sun did rise
Realizing I’d lived
A series of lies

Carrying the mark
Of sins not mine
Knowing it was time
For the true me to shine
Destiny now in my hands
To shape and create
Shedding all judgment
Even if a bit late

I found myself
After many years
Now living fully
Nurturing my cares

Yes, I’ll probably
Will help her
But she has done a lot
To me.
Not once’s in my greatest life
Did what she did to me
Back to her.
Like I said in the past
I could forgive someone
But the hardest part is
Forgetting it.
Last thing
She has done
Something I didn’t want nothing to do with
She brought it back
Something I been avoiding
Like I avoid her

$10,000 dollars
What can you do with that
Kind of money
Everything around us is close
You cannot travel
So, what would you
Do with that kind
Of money.
My question
To whomever

Remember you the only
Could help your own self
Cleanse yourself
Away from
Negative energy
Or people
Has a bad
Orcs

The world we live in
Is about going out there
And show people what you could do
For yourself.
It’s like getting a job.
The job doesn’t come to you.
You have to go and get yourself.
To achieve your goals
You got to put yourself in the front door.
Remember always have Confidence in Yourself.
Only you could do it.
Nobody else could do it for you.

If you don’t
Say what you
Really feeling.
By the time you
Figure it out.
It’s Your lost
Not mind

You will always
Miss out the
opportunities To be happy
Because you
Wanna push
That one person
Who truly loves
You

If we can’t communicate right
What will you think
In the future
That everything will okay.
You can’t even say
What’s in your heart
And what you have done.
If you have a little respect
Left inside your heart
You won’t left me
In the dark.
I’m a woman with
A lot of respect for others.

I don’t know
If you just be open with your
Feeling
Knowing what you actually want
From me.
I won’t be like that.
When your silent
You don’t really say much.
I will Continue having
My mood swing.
Because I don’t know
What you want.

To say
Why would you say
Something
Thank god
I didn’t hear you guys
Say it.
Someone told me
How old are you
Start acting your age
If you said something
If I didn’t hear it
Meaning I wasn’t listening
Or I didn’t care at all
Grow up.
That’s show you
I’m not mess
Like you

What are going to do about it
Everyone has a passion
And desire.
I have many passion and desire.
What I do
Pick two out my
Passion and desire.
Than I focus on that.
I think
How am I going to
Make it grow.
If I wait around someone to help me
It will never happen
So, I go chase it.
I don’t wait to
Come
To
Me.
I go get it

Men loves the attention from others woman
Why have a girlfriend.
Men love to be realise by other woman
Why have a girlfriend.

Men loves giving other woman attention
Why have a girlfriend.

If you lose your best friend
Is okay
If you lose your boyfriend/girlfriend
Is okay
As long you don’t lose
Yourself
That’s the most important
Is yourself

Sometimes we got to show them
Thus love
It doesn’t mean
We completely give up
To show them
What they did is wrong
On their part.
Hiding something
Could become more
Worst later.
Being true to your own self
And people you love
Is the better key
In life.
I tell the truth
I always tell the truth.
Maybe that’s why
My life is easier
Stress-free.
I’m honest to the people
I love the most

I wrote a poem. It was the kind of poem that rhymes and has a certain rhythm to the words and phrases. After several revisions, and through the process of reading the poem aloud to myself, I thought: “This could be a song.”
So I added music to the poem. Then I felt it needed more of a “hook,” so I wrote a chorus that would be repeated a couple of times. After several hours work, voilà: I had written a song. And it wasn’t half bad, I must say, at least by my modest standards.

In my relationship
I have given in
He said he need time
I gave it to him
He said is my fault
I just said okay
He said to fix it
I said okay
He wanted to
Be with someone else
I have given in
Don’t matter what you
Ask for
I’m still around
Because my love will never
Change, how truly
I feel inside
If there’s a god
There are hope and faith.
I follow my heart
Not because you **** me
Off, that I’m blinded
From all the *******
Nope, sir
I overcome everything
And be more understanding
The person that I am.

Ignore those
Who try to steal
your joys.
Their lives are
full of nose.
Your is full
of purpose

Games
I have a feeling
Your other half will
Always blame
Me.
Sorry I have a
Witness. Does kind of
People I don’t let it
Get under my skin.
Because I’m better than
That.

I don’t if you could actually call it
A dream
Each time I have a dream
It always comes true
In my dream
There’s a guy
That I really like
Because he doesn’t know how
To make a decision.
Something else happened.
In my dream I walk away
I can’t see myself
Being with someone
Who can’t make a
Decision of his own.
I don’t like being the second.
If I mean so much to you.
I should be first in your mind

After my accident
Things are not the same
I started having visions.
That sometimes I
Can’t even imagine how to
Explain it.
My first vision
I warned ex-lover
Something was going to happen.
Some people might think
I’m crazy.
It’s totally not my fault.
If I’m having this vision.
This vision doesn’t just happen.
It’s come to me almost
Ever night.
Sometimes I see it
Before anybody says something
I already know
What they about to say.
Someone had told me
I’m a special person
I’m a divination person.
Who could go into the
Future and see things
That anybody can’t

With someone
That’s makes me happy.
But I’m not going to be ruined
By another woman.
Because she thinks, she knows me.
She got something happening
For her.
I’m not going just
Sit there
Let her take something
From me.
I don’t buy love nor happiness.
I surely don’t buy the kids
Just for them to like me

But sometimes you gotta
Put them to side
Just to do what you need to
Do in life.
I have done that
Doing my hardest life
When I was going through my
Divorce. I turned out the
Bad person in the end.
If I left  them.
Because they told me to fix it.
When to fix it.
I’m still the bad woman.
Because I left them behind.
Not understanding nor wanna listen
To may you have to say.