Last nite I had a dream
This one where you were
All up inside and I was loving it
Than there was rain and thunder
With your sweaty and dirt hands
Why am I going to argue with him?

In times of trouble and insanity
I carry mask to disguise
the pain I carry
secure behind my eyes

I can never let out again
the misery I hide
to hell with my dignity
to hell with my pride

From this day forward
and for ever more
I will mouth this mask
that will be my lore

No reaching out when I am weak
no solace will I seek

When you look for answers
When you say your prayers
all you will see is masks
and no pain that I bare

Stress is building inside
Honestly I really don’t have
Nobody to talk to
Beside my poetry
So I write down everything
I’m feeling inside
After I express my feelings
Some what feels
Much better
I’m not a Violent person
That I could go and do
Something
I can’t yell my lungs out
Most of the time
I keeps everything inside
Until it really build up
That I can’t take it anymore
That’s why I rather
Write

I'm ready to settle down
Whom
I don't know
I know God
Always have something for
Us.
Settle down without
Someone will enjoy me
Much I enjoy them

I’m just protecting my heart
My heart is pure
I have a lot of love
To give away
My doesn’t need to be broken again
It’s really hard
To fine
A heart like mine
You know how I am
You know what I
Will do
For does one I love the most
Now my heart is hard
Like a stone

Karma why stalk him?
What crime have you committed, lies that you hiding inside to deserve this wraith.

Karma why stalk him?
What guilt you have. That your  bald to look in a mirror. To say I didn’t do anything.

Karma why stalk him?
If karma is stalking you. If you feel like you didn’t do nothing wrong.
Why can you come out your shell.
Be honest to yourself and other.

Good karma is always
By your side
Never think that
Nothing will come good
Everything we do for others
It’s a counting of blessing.
Never change for no ones.
Don’t let nobody tells you
Anything different
You are who you are

Love,
To light up your heart with the truth;
Always being there for your child,
Tender love is the key!
Tender love and care;
Kindness and humility

Yes, I do see what you going through. Now I understand it. How many times are you going to remain me. Ppl make mistakes in life. No, one is perfect. Nor your not perfect either. I’m not perfect at all.
Old wise man told me last night. For two couple wants to make it right. You both need to sit down talk. Be two grown adult. Being loud don’t cut it. One will go do something else. If two is carrying the pass. It won’t work. Both of them has to let go the pass to able move on to the future. I’ll leaving my pass. But does mean I’m a bad mom nor a person.
All I really wanted to do was curl up on my chaise and cry for my boyfriend, who I would never see again. He’d been the only one who’d ever truly loved me, and now he was gone.
No time for crying, I reminded myself, blinking the tears away. At least I can try and save someone else from having their heart broken.
I’m trying to hold it together, I
grabbed a brush and fluffed my red curls around my face as a decision came to me. Maybe tonight, I would complete my assignments and then tell Dechon’e that I needed some time off. I’m sure he will think, I wanna go into hiding, but to find Idelfonso and give him the kind of meeting that he really deserved.

Lay me down,
get ready to play.

Do you have the
energy,
cause I got all day.

Lead me where you
want us to go,

I'm ready and willing,
let's take it slow.

Prayer to the stuff
We incompleteness in are life
Prayers to us
That god gave us Strings
To be strong physical and mental
Prayers are kid’s
Are healthy and safe
Prayers we able to
Wake up everyday are life
Prayers we could smile
Each day’s
And say
Lords thank you for
Hearing my prayers

Hello there
How are you.
I need someone to talk to
I guess your the one I'm
going to talk too.
Nobody else cares or want to listen
Maybe if I start talking to pencil and paper
They will listen to me.

I have this special person in
my life
That person only see his world
not mine
We crash all of time
to busy listening to ruimo

Sometimes I ask myself
Am I a problem.
Do I create trouble.
Because it's fun, how I sit
at home.

I hardly come out
Am I the problem
Am I The trouble

I have no one I could trust about
my feelings.
It's just you pencil and paper

Walking up in my college dorm
Yeah,my life ,it was pretty normal
Looking for a date to the spring formal
Wasn't worried 'bout noting eles, no majoring in undecided
Notebook full of bad songs I was writing
Never dreamed anyone else would like'em
Now they're sitting on a Wal-Mart shelf

Ain't it funny how life changes
You wake up, ain't nothing the same and life changes
You can't stop it, just hop on the train and
You never know what's gonna happen
You make your plans and you hear God laughing

Life is what we
Put out there
Life will be more
Easy
If we take away the
Negative energy around us
Always stay positive
Because positive mind
Will get us
Anywhere in
Life
If we invite negative
Negative will follow you
Whatever in life
You will always have up and down
No matter
How or what you do
If you chose the path
With negative
Don’t ask why is
Your life that way
Only you can make a choice
How you could do it
Most part
Stay positive
Being positive and always
Have god in your heart
You will be okay
Whatever challenges
May put against you or
Forwarded to you

In life we have some sadness crying hurt betrayed misunderstanding
And judgmental people
There’s some people will enter a life make us happy
There’s some people will enter are life just despise
There is some of them will use your kindness for your weakness
If you could be realistic and look all of the issues this elation you’ve been through in life
Life himself is beautiful is more than you love out there you will find some day waiting for you this right that you’re on right now it’s just a passing through some people make bad decisions thinking maybe this is my last time well you’re a bad decision hurt other people
Life sometime Saturday here for a short yourself you’re selling yourself for short settle
That’s life like this funny is up to you to make you live in the bed or how you wanna live your life do you wanna live your life with drama do you wanna live your life with someone that you’re not actually sure what do you wanna live your life with happiness
Regardless to everything in life there’s only one person could answer your question – God himself you never know this bad that you choose now it’s nice

Life’s too short to
Argue and fight.
Count your blessings,
Value your family and
Love one. And move on with
Your head held high and a smile
For everyone.

You may keep having the same thoughts over and over in your head, Virgo. Each day you may work out a different scenario for the way it comes to an end. You know that you will get to this critical decision at some point in your life, so why not experiment with all the solutions now? Stay calm and turn to others when you get into a bind along the way.