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193 · Apr 2019
Scarlet witch
You are mysterious, an
enigma, someone that
looks at the world very
differently. You live life
your own way!
192 · Jul 2019
No, reason coming back
I give all my love to someone
All he did it killed it
When I love
I love hard.
You want me to live my life fullest
You got it.
You don’t know nothing about
Two hearts
You don’t know the feeling about
Two hearts bound together
It works unless you have someone who doesn’t respect your boundaries but expects you to respect theirs.

Sometimes... it’s a crazy control freak setting the boundary’s. Just sayin. Life isn’t a cookie cutter plan!

Try that on an Oppositional Defiant child with Aspergers. It's not always a cut & dry situation. Sometimes negotiation needs to come into play.

Boundaries and limitations keep us from unhealthy company. So important for mental health. I've learned that there is an investigative piece that needs to come along side the boundary.  If the behavior is new it is often in response to something.  Set the boundary, and find out what that something is.

And teach your previous children and teenagers need keep boundary from social media and need out to include sports , Cubs , church , homeschool and family actives are very important to protect your children and teenagers

When their needs always come before yours, they always loved themselves, never you
188 · Jun 2019
I hate liar
Why talk to me
Face to face
If I see right through you
I’m not stupid
I wasn’t born yesterday.
Why do it to me.
I know whatever I
Say, don’t matter to you
You always ignored me.
But I don’t lie
I tried to tell you
Something
But you always cut me
Off. Whatever I’m trying to say
Unless mine is the truth.
I have no reason to lie.
Why lie to me
If I see through you
186 · May 2019
Two lover
No other woman
Cannot take two lover
Apart.... They are inseparable
She could feels his emotions
He could feels her emotions.
When he's thinking of her.
Your partner is doing the same
Things.
There heart are put in one.
186 · Jan 2019
Ikaw ang tumutulong
sila pa ang galit na galit
Bakit ganun ang mga tao
sila na humingi ng tulong
galit na sila sayo
Hindi ko maintindihan
Just go head
Be my guess
Keeps manipulated
Me.
Jealous people
Don’t pay my rent
My electric
My phone
And put food on my table.
I got no time for people
Who’s trying to
manipulated Me.
I’m not the one
Who’s struggling
I’m able paying all
My bills
In one day.
I don’t care
A real woman always take care her business.
A real woman could forgive a person if he is worth of forgiving. A real woman learns to laugh at dam *** man. He think he is a real man.
182 · Dec 2018
Apart chapter5
Plus, I didn’t want to get into the details with Jarrett right now. He’d cancel all of our appointments and I didn’t want to do that to our clients. But he end doing it anyway.
He ****** in his breath. “ Did you finally hear from your mother?”
“We haven’t spoken,” I said softly.
Richard knew my mother had left, but didn’t know why.
“Sophia, you sound weird. Are you crying?” He asked, his voice deepening.
“I’m okay.”
“No, no, no..... something is wrong. I can feel it. I’ll be right there.”
I frowned. “ No, seriously, I’m fine and well talk later. I promise.”
“You sure? I can be there in less than two minutes.” I promise, we’ll talk later.” Okay. If you insist. I’m really worried about you, Jarrett.”
“ Okay. Do you have the list of targets for tonight? I emailed the info to you earlier.”
“ Yeah. I’ve got them. Oh, and I also spoke to Patrick Strom and to him that I could fit him wife in as well tonight. “
“ Of course I do. It might have to wait until after Thomas leaves, though. I hope you don’t mind.”
“ Who is Thomas?” I asked.
“ He’s an old friend from Vegas and in fact..... should be arriving any minute.”
Something in his tone made me believe that Thomas was more than casual friend.
“Good idea. You probably don’t want to walk in on us when we’re....in deep conversation, said Racheal, chuckling devilishly.
I snorted. “ Okay. Have fun molesting each other. I’ll talk to you later. Especially with Mr. Strom. Does she want to keep that *******?”
“Of course.”
Thomas sighed. “ I guess I saw that coming.”
“Me, too. Oh, “ I glanced at the time again, “I’d better get going. I’ll talk to you soon.”
“ Go and make us some money.”
“ Your turn tomorrow, right?”
He snorted. “Of course. I wouldn’t make you do this two night in a row.”
His voice grew soft. “ You do trust that I have your back, don’t you?”
“Of course I do. Without you, I’d be in bad shape.”
“ Me, too, Christopher. Me, too, “ he replied, his tone almost sad.
Smiling, I hung up the phone and turned back to Lillian, who was watching me closely.
“ So, you’re really going to ignore my warnings?” he asked.
“No, of course I’m not going to ignore them.
I will prospect the all matter issue. I will keep my eyes open. I am going to keep my eyes open but I like I said before I’m not going into hiding.”
He let out and exasperated sigh. “Fine.”
I open my eyebrows, surprised that he was backing down now so easily. We stared each other for a few seconds and then he walked over to my patio. I guess I should be going then.
You can stay here if you want, I said suddenly not wanting him to leave. I mean, if you need a place to crash for a few days.....
He unlocked the sliding glass door and pulled it open. Why I couldn’t smell the chlorine from the pool and imagined the both of us skinny-dipping under the moonlight. “ Are you sure? “ Think of the possibilities.”
“I can’t. I have other immortals to find.
To warm them about your father and see if they’ll stand against him. “
“ My sister?”
“Wasn’t Unfortunately, I don’t know who or where they are. I’ve only heard of India and rumors has it.....she’s gone underground.”
“Do you think she knows of Mustard plans to steal all of our powers?” I asked, wondering what India was like and if she knew about me.
“I wouldn’t imagine that’s the reason she’s made herself scarce.”
“So, this guy, my father, he has a lot of enemies?” I asked, my stomach knotting up now as he prepared to leave. Than I suddenly didn’t feel so very brave.
“Yes, but he also has a lot of followers. Taking him down isn’t going to be easy. Yeah, hell, I don’t know if it’s even possible, but I’m not going to sit back and watch him destroy any more lives without trying to do something about it. “
My stupid phone began to vibrate.
“ I’m sorry, “ I said, turning around to reach for it again. “ It’s probably one of my clients.”
“Stay safe, Sophia, “ he replied softly.
When I turned back around, Emilio was gone.
Sighing, I walked over and locked the patio door, then went upstairs to prepare for the evening. After cramming myself into a little black and red dress that barely concealed my assets, and tall strappy heels, I thought about my mother and her obsession with shoes. Seriously she’d owned more pairs than even Lillian, who had an entire room dedicated to stilettos.
And now she was gone.
Fighting off another wave of
tears, I stepped into the bathroom,
picked up a tube of candy-apple red lipstick, and applied it to my lips.
Standing up straight, I smirked at my reflection. “ Mission
accomplished, I look like a **** , “ I mumble, throwing the lipstick down on the counter.
But normally, I enjoyed dressing like a *****, especially in New York.
The truth was, I’d been trying to abstain from ***, which was very challenging for someone who was part succubus.
181 · Dec 2019
I’m Always There
When my friend calls
Me.
I’m always there for them
When my friend needs something
I never hesitate.
I always give my friend
What they needs.
But when I called
It’s always a different
Story
Have you seen her?
The most beautiful girl in the world!
I have! And she is a wonder to behold
She stops traffic, no need for police
She lights up a room, she's that electric
She shines brighter than the brightest
diamonds and pearls
She's the most beautiful girl in the world

There's nothing that compares to her
nothing else to look upon, to gaze upon
for she is the sole possessor
of all the beauty that exists.

Her smile, her kindness, her grace
entrances, mesmerizes, paralyzes
Have you seen her? I have!

To be close to her for a moment
to catch a glimpse of her elegance
is all that is needed to take your
breath away, and once that is done
you can die in peace
as you are breathless anyway.

Have you seen her? I have!
Now there's nothing left to do
but to wait, until she appears again
So ...I'll just stay here...waiting...
180 · Oct 2018
Sorry
Sorry for loving you
Sorry for caring
Sorry for help you get back on feet
Sorry for buying you food
Sorry for the attention I show you

But I'm not sorry for loving you for who you are
180 · Jul 2019
Why Me
Why me
Why call me your wife
If you're going to play with me
Why me
Why tell me all your
Feeling
It is not true
To being with
Why me
Why get back with
All you going to do
Is hurt me
I’m not your toys
To play with
I have feelings too
Just like anybody
All hell break lose
One thing in life
You never go after someone
Kids.
Because are kids
Once’s there gone
You cannot bring it back
You **** a living human being
From me.
That’s my babies
Game on
Chapter 7

Actually not sure exactly what was happening, I tried getting around Alex, but he grabbed my arm and ****** me backward.
“Who the **** are you?” he asked the woman. I’m Tessie, nice to meet you.
In answer, she pulled out a set and of handcuffs. “ Alex Jacobs, you’re under arrest. You want to do the easy way or the hard way?
The choice is yours.”
“For being a *******, “ I mumbled.
Not appreciating my humor, he grabbed my face with his hand and began squeezing it. “ Don’t talk.”
I touched my cheek, which was already starting to heal, but still pretty ******.” No. That’s okay. I think I’ll just take off. Uh, thank you.”
Nodding, her eyes studied my face. “ You’re a vampire.”
Yep.”
“ ***** , let me go,” growled Garrett, trying to unlock her arm from his neck without success
“Shut up,” order the young girl,
Glaring at him.
“ Nah, I asked, impressed. She was clearly one bad-assed immortal. Like this *******.
What’s your name?
“ Sarrett”.
I’m Sam. Hey, grab my handcuffs, will you?” she asked, nodding toward them. She’d lost her cuffs in the scuffle and they were lying on the carpet a few inches from my foot.
She tilted her head and gazed upon a transparent woman, no more than twenty. Her flaxen hair fell across her shoulders, circling her heart-shaped face. “ Who are you?” Lillian stammered.
I’m Sophia, once like you.
They’ve been here for centuries, before the pirates, before the first settlement. The true first inhabitants of this continent.
Who are they?
They are bookseekers. Come now! “ The urgency in her voice resounded inside Sophia.
Lillian did as asked. Not questioning Sophia. She knew the footsteps belonged to a book seeker.
Fourteen years ago, when I was only four years old, I was at a park in downtown Las Vegas, Nevada, when I watched my mother get murdered. Every Sunday after church, she would take me to play at this park in particular, because it was her favorite park. She loved it because of its many trees, but she also loved it because of its solitude.
Once, I remember her
explaining to me that it reminded her of her hometown in rural California.
And a voice inside her head commanded her to stop. Her body froze in place. She tried to move but his mind controlled the core of her brain and she collapsed, waking up on the stone floor. Lillian stayed as motionless as possible, controlling the tremors threatening to shake her body. She popped her eyes open and watched his form through the corner of her eyes. A wooden door appeared before Lillian as she reached the top of the stairs. Sophia motioned for her to open it, the hinges creaking as she pushed it.
This my novel. I been trying to finish
177 · Jun 2019
Toxic love
Some couples got use being
Toxic love
That’s like one my decision
I had to make.
Do I want to stay with just
Toxic love
Do I want a real love
I have Genesis heart
That’s pure and real
100%.
Nope, I deserve better than
Toxic love.
I have feelings just like everyone
Does.
I want to feel love.
The world we live in
Is about going out there
And show people what you could do
For yourself.
It’s like getting a job.
The job doesn’t come to you.
You have to go and get yourself.
To achieve your goals
You got to put yourself in the front door.
Remember always have Confidence in Yourself.
Only you could do it.
Nobody else could do it for you.
176 · Apr 2021
Independent Woman
I’m not bragging
That I’m a independent woman
I never in my life
Ask anyone’s or
Anybody’s for anything.
I never depend on a man either
I do
Everything
On my own.
175 · Nov 2019
I Stop Asking Questions
When I realize
I have heart murmur.
People that did me wrong
Hurt me badly
Is a question came to my mind.
People you thought you knew
And never stop loving them.
Could actually hurt you so badly.
So, I stop
Asking questions
I stop why they hurt me
I stop why they lied to me
I stop speaking to them.
I stop worrying about
Others people doing.
To keep myself stressing out
For what
Until I could get my
Operation done
I stop caring people didn’t care for me
174 · Jul 2019
Imani
A beautiful female who is shy but very kind. She's mysterious and not many know much about her. She's beyond smart and is surprisingly actually very wise. She can be sensitive but she hides her emotions well unless she's fed up with things. She's very cool to be around and actually funny. She's caring and considerate and cares most about her friends and family. You can trust her with anything and know whatever she says she means whether good (or bad). But don't let her good side fool you.

Imani is so nice to be around she's a really good friend !
Yes, he is a boy
And a friend too.
You got boyfriend
That goes study with you
There's also a boyfriend
Just as a friend.
Some of the younger generation
Take it the wrong way
We older one
Understand what's
The meaning of boyfriend
It's mean
They are both
Willing to fight for
What they have
For each other.

No, one cannot separate
Them.
All they have is each other.
174 · May 2021
What is Generosity
Give away what you can spare,

Everyone must learn to share.

Never hoard what you don’t need,

Eat enough but don’t exceed.

Reach out your hand to those worse off,

Offer them a bed that’s soft.

Save the wildlife and the trees,

Incite protests to protect the bees.

Try not to use more than you need,

You must avoid the lure of greed.
174 · May 2021
Judgmental
A judgmental person is like a porcupine. If you get too close, you could get hurt! Judgmental people have three common traits: They are overly critical, they show no respect for the person they criticize, and they justify what they say because they believe it is the truth. People can become judgmental due to their pride, their hurt and anger at being wronged, and a lack of love for others. Three ways to overcome being judgmental include self-reflection, forgiveness, and seeing the whole person.

The word judgmental is defined as “having or displaying an excessively critical point of view.”1 The first trait of a judgmental person is they criticize too much.

No one can handle being criticized all the time. It puts a strain on a relationship because the person being criticized feels unloved. Further, when someone is too critical, it is human nature not to like them.
173 · Oct 2018
Untitled
What is time

Time is everything
When your in love
Times don't count
Time move to fast
When your in love

But if you waiting on
Something special
Time could only tells
For both .
Married problem
170 · May 2021
Love And Forgiveness
Forgiveness in a relationship of love is essential. We all make mistakes and we must make amends and fix the relationship. There is a certain sadness in breaking the illusion of the perfect relationship. However, for those that pass the hurdle of forgiveness, they will find that their relationship is stronger and more meaningful than ever before. Before the first fight, the relationship is like a fragile egg. Once that illusion is broken the relationship becomes much stronger. You become aware that your relationship can survive a disagreement
170 · Apr 2021
My definition of love
To love is to share life together,
to build special plans just for two,
to work side by side,
and then smile with pride,
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise,
to take time to share,
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special,
one on whom you can always depend
to be there through the years,
sharing laughter and tears,
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall,
of all the good things
that sharing life brings.
Love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

I  also learned to fight
Stand up for what you believe
I learned I was the only person
Who love from the beginning
Until now
170 · Dec 2018
Chapter three
I lowered the knife slightly, still not quite sure about this intruder. This guy who looked that sinfully delicious usually couldn’t be trusted. It’s the being of vampire himself, made him an even bigger threat.
“ Why didn’t she come here herself?”
“ I guess there’s no easy way to say this.” She sighed. I know your mother been murdered.”
That knife slipped out of my hand, almost stabbed me in the foot. But I stared at him in horror.
“ What?”
“ You mother, Nae, was killed
yesterday. I’m so sorry for your loss,” she said softly. The truth in his eyes and the room felt like it was closing in on me.
Kristeen was dead.
My mother was dead, “ Who did it?” How that be, just saw her yesterday. “ Why, and whom will do this thing to her.
“ Do you know who Frank Montour is?”
“ Yes and No, I’ve heard of him. I replied, close my eyes trying to recall him in my head. “ My mother claimed that he was a monster. “ Who love to abuse women.
From what I knew, Frank was an arrogant and powerful vampire who lived somewhere in Las Vegas. Wasn’t exactly sure why, but my mother had despised the man as long as I could remember. For sure my mother didn’t like talking about him and I never pressured her with questions.
“ Are you saying that the ******* **** my mother?”
Frank nodded. “ Indirectly, but he was the one who ordered the hit. “
Why, would you ordered the hit on my mother. Is that because, she witche and rich.
And own half the city’s.
I really don’t care what you had heard about frank and what kind contaction he has under his thumb. May I please ask, how do you know all of this?” Where did you get your information. Please..... tell me, I begg of you.
“ Look I was there, said Joy, who now also appeared to be struggling with there emotions. “ I tried to save her, but by the time I reached them, the hit man had already killed her.
“ Unfortunately, yes. It’s an image I’ll never get out of my head. I’m very sorry.
“ There were three of them. I killed one of them before I escaping myself. Honestly I wanted to take down the other two, but I knew that if I died, I wouldn’t be able to keep the promise that I made to your mother.”
“ What was that?”
“ To warn you about Frank and his hunters.
We trying to locate him. “
Well what actually do they want with him. Did Frank do something. Yes, he did. Sorry we cannot tell you everything. Is best if you tell us. Where is Frank at.
“ I’m not quick understanding....... why you searching for him?” You talk like he killed someone or most wanted person in the world.
Have you talk to some of his friends. Maybe they know where’s Frank at. Sorry I cannot help you
169 · Jul 2019
Insecure
Insecure

Insecure can be defined by many things. For one, if someone has to constantly repeat how great or attractive they think they are, clearly they're not entirly sure about it. They might be trying to convince themselves it's true. 2nd, they lie. A lot. This is because they're too ashamed of their own lives to except them for what they REALLY are, so they make up people and situations in order for their lives to sound a little more exciting. 3rd, they're easy. As in, they would go to third base on a first date. They need either a lot of guys or girls approval in order to be confident with their appearence, love life, exct. And lastly, they put other people down. They'll make an unecessary, rude comment and try to pass it of as a joke. Call them out on it and they'll say that they really don't care. But if they're even taking the time to respond, then they obviously do.  

The insecure man really needs to get over herself.
169 · Oct 2018
Inseguranca
Às vezes me pergunto se a vida vale a pena. Ela me ama, ela me quer, assim como ela afirma.
...
Eu mudei para esta cidade, deveria me mudar para outro estado?
Você vai sentir saudades de mim? Me quer? Faça o que for preciso?
Estas são minhas certezas todos os dias, devem viver durante o dia, ou morrer e estar livres dessas inseguranças?
169 · Oct 2018
Karma
There are two different of karma
For me I have the good karma
There is karma a
When you do bad to people.
They say karma is a *****.
You choose what your karma
Could be
It's could be a male noir female.
Mine karma is a male.
Not only karma is my boyfriend.
But I just don't **** with karma at all.
I could wake in the morning smile. Because I always have good karma my side.
You need to learn to let go
Your baggage
Stuff you have been carrying
Over the years
You need to let learn
To forgive yourself
And others.
Without that
Your soul will keep you
Under the ground.
You will never find peace
Within yourself
168 · Apr 2021
Music In My Ear
Music is the ocean
That pulls me to the shore.
Music is the rhythm
That moves me to the core.
Music is the therapy
I need when I feel blue.
Music lifts my spirits
To make sure I pull through.
The times when I'm most cheerful,
It's clear music was there.
Music is the needed friend
When no one seems to care.
168 · Nov 2018
The Past
Got called home like a ******* dog. Like one of the obedient retrievers Commodore uses to fetch her birds. Came when I was called.
Didn’t mean I had to like it.
Twenty-five-year-old man worth his salt packed up everything. Just to skipped home, his grandfather snapped his fingers?
What a good heir to are family fortune did.
I didn’t just do it for the money. I did it because Commodore had hammered the family. I was ******* four years-old-Preserve and protect the legacy. What Smiths did. Are family coffers with even more money than was there.
My dads was doing ******* trouble ****** job of living up to his Commodore’s rigorous standards, base on his reports.
Been getting it in California. That he spent more time with his mistress than his own family.
Last message made clear. According to him. It’s boring for him, just sit in the office and do what. He rather collect all the money. And spend time with his mistress. I was *******, explained why I was sitting in a deep hole-in -the -wall. Losing out money left and right. David has no, right to collect the money. Without asking his wife.
Handle whatever responsibility Commodore threw at me, I wasn’t ready to come back to Las Vegas. Long shot.
California was better than Las Vegas. Proving myself and my worth.
David might be at my house, but I’m not comfortable him being there. With his mistress. His broke again, he needed more money.
Over the years my family seen so much from David. His troubles taking care his kids.
Bad on Finance and can’t protect stuff of legends, and it wasn’t dying anytime soon.
Like David getting behind on taxes. He just enjoyed taking something from his mistress.

Day after the sale, his mistress came to his wife’s house. Demanding for money, Mrs. Rodriguez Ellis had to called the police to Escort David mistress out her property.
I didn’t ******* know the truth, I didn’t want to know. All that mattered was that I couldn’t go anywhere in this ******* town without people looking at me and talking behind my back. About my husband and son girlfriend.
I surely hate that. I wish I could move my company in New York or Hawaii.
Maybe I could open another business in New York.
I found a bottle of Patron in front. Rub me three times and make your wish. Took me all of three days to actually Decide either I rub the bottle or not.
Basically I was shack about another problem with my son girlfriend. That girl will never walk down with my son. Her family to Considerate up nose.
I couldn’t wait to escape my son .
The perfect hideaway, and tonight I wanted to drink in a peace. I tried to settle into the idea of accepting my fate. Hell with that. Give me tequila.

Thinking about tossing back the liquor in front of me when the door opened and a gust of powerful wind dragged everyone’s attention to ward the door.
**. *******
Her hair was as black of the night. Beautiful lips as red apple. Her sin was soft as buttermilk. And a big heart that anyone have. Not only beautiful outside, Genuine heart. Perfect for my son.

David. *******.
Wasn’t drunk, but the whole world seemed to slow down as her voice. Your mistress ****** to show your wife photo pose you and her ****. Something in her purse and looked up.

David are you ******* serious?
Her vivid brown eyes kicked him in the gut, sucker punch from the way she pursed her lips as she surveyed. Gonzalez personified the saying walk in like you own her. David you like it that young. Gonzalez shoulders back, **** out and chin pointed up.
A woman on a mission. To **** David that’s hot to her. There’s no more secrets between David and his wife. David still married, but choose to mess around with his co-workers.
In another hands, khaila Smith is as same like David. Thank god , her son is not married with that.

Right about the woman-on-a-mission part. Poor ******* David, his wife *******. For mother ******* 19 years of married. Servicing this country. Than turn around tell your wife. It made your **** shift in your jeans. Seriously you crazy and weird.
Some people like her style. Smile crossed my face for the first time since I got the call from Rodriguez E grandfather that it was time to trot along home.
Won’t be why.” Turned on my stool and held out a hand, driven by pure habit.
City boy. Don’t need to know your name to drink your tequila. She saved me from giving up my identity, made her attitude even sexier-and made me want to prove her point.

I’m a city boy?”
Her gaze dropped to my shoes. She even show her biker boots, hiking boots, or steel toes. No, one cares.
I was from California, but I wasn’t raised here. My parents hired private tutors for me until I turned twelve, than I was throw in boarding school
168 · Jun 2020
Love So Amazing
Ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo ay tulad ng mainit na dagat,
Napakalakas at malalim na ito ay magpakailanman.
Sa pamamagitan ng bagyo, hangin, at malakas na ulan,
Ito ay makatiis sa bawat sakit.
Ang aming mga puso ay dalisay at pag-ibig na napakatamis.
Mas mahal kita sa bawat tibok ng puso!
168 · Apr 2021
What is True love
True love is something so elusive that many refuse to accept that it exists. Their incredulity is understandable considering what a me-first world we live in. When people seek only to please themselves, they will never be capable of finding true love. True love is self sacrificing. True love is not blind to faults, but it is willing to look for the best in others, focus on their good qualities. True love is not principally about receiving, but rather true love looks for opportunities to give. True love between two people is the most precious of gifts. It is the one of the few things left in this world that can endure an entire lifetime, for true love is stronger even than death
I will trend in
Not my man
Not my kids.
Because what makes me happy
The most
See that two girls
Smiling and laughing
Being around
The people who
Just enter my life
That’s the greatest Christmas and New Years
I don’t want anything else
166 · Jul 2019
Why push me away
The more you push me away
I’ll end up somewhere else
Somewhere you can’t reach
Why push me away
You hate me that badly
That my love for you
Is not enough.
I was there for you
From the being
Why push me away
Maybe next time you
Look the only person
That’s loving you and willing
To do anything for you
Will not be there
I’ll be just your memory
166 · Apr 2021
Memories
I don’t care what anybody say
That memories
Will always be there
Regardless everything you say
It could be good memories
Or bad memories.
There’s always something
Will bring it back.
It might be something
Someone says
Or someone doing something.
Memories is there
166 · Apr 2021
To all Mom’s
Mom, you're a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.

You're patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You're the master of every task.

You're a dependable source of comfort;
You're my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.

I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You'd be the one I'd select!
I need to step back
Not just for my heart
For his too.
No matter where I'll
Be in life
You will always be in my
Heart.
Because I love you.
That way, I could pairs
My heart for the future to
Come
If we are meant to be together
My heart will be ready
166 · Jan 2021
Be successful in life
You may struggle, who hadn't
Resiliency, you must have
Rome wasn't built in one day
Frameworks must be laid

Hurdle over the pit of failures
Stride harder and run faster
Life’s a race you must conquer
Aspire to become a winner

Dreams are for achievers
Losers are defeated dreamers
Choices will define your future
Don’t bid on fate and then defer

Like a candle you can light up
You can soar like a kite
Beat the wind of doubt
Propel yourself to the top

Everything is in your hand
You have the power to change
Lean on yourself, believe you can
Free yourself from the chain.
165 · Apr 2021
My King
I will submit… not to your command, but to your needs as a man.
You hold the power- the drive and stance… Ready to rule with pride- I had to have you… You were mine at first glance.

You’re my rock, my comfort, my ****** dream - you are a strong man, you are superior and you’re my King.

I see your fight- your willed might. The knowledge you hold…you’re ****, strong, black and bold.

I’ll calm you’re anger; I’ll embrace your fears.
I’ll hold your heart; I’ll even wipe your tears.
I’ll sing you a song, and you know I like to sing.
I will do all of this for you baby, because you’re my King.

You’re hand on my heart; you’ve been there from the start.
You’ve protected me from all negativity.
Kept me warm with your chemistry.
I love this man… he’s always there for me.

As we lay on the phone I slowly drift away to the sounds of your voice.
A Deep baritone rhythm -caressing my inner ear… Oh how it makes me rejoice.

The fire in your eyes… burns just for me.
The soft kiss of your lips pressing against my cheek, taking me higher and higher to this unknown place of ecstasy.

So I submit to you… my King of Hearts.
I’ll give to you only what is needed…something no other man could part.

Will you take my hand in this journey of life?
There’s no more for you to give me… except to make me your wife.

I’ll accept with pride…open arms and grace, you’d make me the happiest woman alive. There’ll be no more of me to chase.

On my hand you’ve placed an engagement ring,
Forever I will love you – my soul mate, my friend, my sunshine in spring, But most of all you’re my hero… And now I’m you’re Queen
165 · Dec 2019
Blessed
Win because
Who I am.
Willing to help
Others.
Very giving person.
I take care my own.
Especially people
I love.
165 · Jul 2019
Do you have a dream
My dream is
To open up a business in London
My dream
Someone to love me
The way I love them
My dream to fix
All my teeth
My dream is
Watch my grandbaby
Grow up.
My dream will come true.
Yahweh is here with me
In my heart.
165 · Apr 2021
I’m Sorry
Everyone of us
Is easy to say
I’m sorry
Sorry for what
I’m sorry
For lying
Some of us say
I’m sorry
Honestly, they are not really
Sorry
They want you to feel and believe
What they are saying.
Sorry I cut that out of my life
Burn out with the words
I’m sorry
164 · Apr 2021
Passionate
When I look at you,
It makes my heart overwhelmed with love
flowing from my spirit through my itty bitty tiny veins.

The glow that your face gives
when I look into your eyes
as I stare at you,
it's like your love
for me spells out in the air saying
baby, I will always be there.

Thinking 'bout that day when we met,
it was like we were meant for one another...
The way we connected,
the thoughts we shared,
the love we showed,
if only everybody could see and know that
my heart is a passionate reflection of you
that no one can ever undo.

My passionate heart...
It cries for you,
but only if you knew
that my passionate heart is
a reflection of how I feel about you.
164 · Oct 2019
Down Fault Some Men
When they meet someone
Thinking that person going to be through with you.
There’s are some ladies are very smart and honest.
But there are some
Who you did wrong in your past.
Will come and hunt you down.
Not ever women are the same, there’s are some what different.
Depending whom you with.
We all thought at one point of are life.
That person we was with will always be true to you.
Only a pure heart. Will always stay true to you.
163 · Sep 2019
Be yourself
Be yourself
More people
I will love or fall in love with you.
Because your
Being yourself.
Chapter 1

Horrified from what I’d just witnessed, I gave no resistance as the two vampires pulled me out of the office and through the warehouse. I didn’t think about what may happening to Doris, or even wonder if he was still alive.
The shocking of witnessing my best friend get his heart ripped out of his chest before becoming a pile of ashes was all I could see. Sure, he’d been a spineless coward, one who’d given me up to save his own skin. It had been a real blow. But, even with all of that, it certainly didn’t warrant such a gruesome death.
And then seeing Victoria satisfied grin as he began to devour Alex’s heart.....the man was truly evil.
“ Did you notice the look on that freak’s face when Victoria stuck him with that knife?” said the vampire to my off. “ He almost looked relieved.
“ Of course he did. He sold you out Black here, “ said the other one. He leaned closer to me. “ Bet you wanted to kick his *** when you found out what he did, huh?”
I gritted my teeth. I wanted to kick his *** for calling me Black. The problem with that, I’m not Black. I’m Carmel. There’s a different. I didn’t see that coming, though. I must say so myself.”
Tears spilled from my eyes as we stopped at the door leading out into the parking lot. “ Entertaining, huh? Wait until he does the same to you,” I mumbled. “ Will you laugh like a couple of chuckleheads then? Imagine that’s.
“ Yes, said the other one, as he opened the door. “ And if I were you,” he pulled me through the doorway and into the darkness roughly, “ I’d learn to keep your mouth shut.”
“Employees?” I sneered,
snaking my arm from his grasp. “ Is that what you’ve made yourselves believe?
Alex, warned the tall
vampire, moving between us. “ Our order were to bring her back with us, unharmed.”

“ You’d better follow orders.
Mustn’t **** Victor off, Alex, “ I
goaded, not caring if they hit me or not. I hated them almost as much as I hated him. The hunters were his instruments and part of what made so powerful. Without their support, he’d be just another arrogant vampire with a God complex.
frightened of Victoria that even now, you watch for him out of the corner of your eyes.
Ignore her, “ said Thomas.
She’s trying to goad you.”
I saw a shadow drop behind her by the window. Recognizing Doris, I felt an overwhelming sense of relief.
Alex, who caught my reaction, turned around to look behind them and was immediately stabbed in the head. He dropped to the ground and became a pile of ash.
“ Get out of here!” ordered
Doris, as the other vampire rushed him.
Thomas grabbed Doris by the neck and raised him in the air. “ You..... “ he growled, glaring at him.
This my second book part 2
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