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Eryri Jul 2021
This blue dot, home to **** Contrarius
Custodians and abusers of Earth
Who named everything seven thousand times
And created seven thousand differing deaths.
132 · Jun 2020
A Grey
Eryri Jun 2020
The looming grey of your promise
Hangs heavy above our heads
As does that glimmer of hope you hide:
Hope forever present but rarely seen.
131 · Feb 2019
Epiphany
Eryri Feb 2019
Yesterday, all was lost.
Today, an epiphany:
But I do not know what to do with it.

Yesterday, I was bursting with words.
Today, an epiphany:
Now I have none.

Yesterday, I was full of angry action.
Today, an epiphany:
Now I am passive.

I guess epiphanies
Aren't all they're cracked up to be
Eryri Apr 2019
'Free Tarot Reading'
The advert read.
"I think not" I said
And went to bed.
I know HP is free but the ads messed up the site's navigation. Oh well.
130 · Jan 2024
Overmusement
Eryri Jan 2024
The path welcomes loners
bypasses busy thoughts
tunnels through mindscape
offering no company
no guidance nor direction
what good are they
when the unknown new
is the destination?
129 · Oct 2019
Post-Nostalgia
Eryri Oct 2019
That boy who lived my life
Before I became a man
Will be forever playing football
On that day of that summer,
For that day still exists on some plane
And will never end:
A source of great comfort,
As I age and fade into routine.
128 · Jun 2020
Too Little, Too Late?
Eryri Jun 2020
Cartwheeling at the order of the winds,
Power to the people with the tumbling of your limbs.
A last throw of the dice by your makers,
A Quixotic endeavour to undo the damage;
Damage wreaked by the furies of their forebearers.
About all too real climate change
128 · Feb 2021
Intruder
Eryri Feb 2021
Rooted by a wild silence
A stillness too serene
"Show me!" my silence screams

Lumens of light pour into my eyes
Silence crashes about my ears
What is it about me that it so fears?

Hyper-aware as I stare and stare
The weighed down minutes pass:
How does one measure impatience?

Suddenly, a sound of rhythm
Alas, nothing natural or interesting
Only human toil, heard but not seen

As I leave, the wind and trees conspire
Talking a cryptic breathless language
That seems to whisper "He is leaving"
127 · Mar 2019
No Filter Instapoem
Eryri Mar 2019
These lines should allude to
My feelings at this present time.
So, filters off,
Stick to a simple structure,
No fancy words
To polish turds.
Let's drop the contrived rhyme
Truth-telling isn't a crime,
So here goes...
Life gets dull post-40
And, like my body fat content,
Time is spiralling out of control.
126 · Jan 2022
Rot
Eryri Jan 2022
Rot
On his frame hung the rotting fruits of his experiences
A living carcass bejewelled by hate and spite
Candied fruit soured by the fermentation of bitterness and regret.
125 · Jun 2020
Echoes
Eryri Jun 2020
His mind's pleas echo
In his closed mouth
Eryri Mar 2020
When I see your 1940s weekend -

Your 'war was fun and cosy' pretence

Your clichéd polyester and fibre glass mockery, 

Re-enacting an imagined happy-go-lucky camaraderie -

Forgive me for not joining in

As I happen to feel it a cardinal sin

To idealise and romanticise a decade

Made up of austerity, rationing and air raids.

Believe me, I've read a little social history:

The 1940s were not idyllic or crime-free

Just as now, there were heroes and villains

Among the soldiers and the civilians.

Yes, heroism abounded but so did black marketeering

Yes, there were brave sacrifices but there was also racketeering

And those city-wide black-outs were a gift

To those who would rob and grift.

Your jolly nostalgic tribute is an annual celebration

Celebrating your own fabrication

Of a time when the machinations of war and a crazed ideology

Saw the near extinction of entire minorities.

Look, I don't wish to be a party pooper

But don't step into the shoes of a made-up trooper

So, please, remove your rose-tinted glasses

To remember that beyond your nostalgic narrative of the routines of the masses

People lived with the daily fear

Of the likely deaths of people they held dear.
Revised
125 · Nov 2020
Jericho DC
Eryri Nov 2020
The Trumpets blew
An imagined wall fell.
123 · Sep 2019
Temporal Trauma
Eryri Sep 2019
Time's tight leash restrains ever more:
Youth runs without looking,
Adulthood takes in the views but not the meanings,
Parenthood siezes your social life and shakes it like a rattle;
A head-spinning temporal trauma
Leaving a void filled by nostalgia
- the middle aged man's worst enemy -
Sunny dazed days of drinking
In heavenly beer gardens,
Laughing without thinking.
But time yanks the leash,
Drags you back into today,
This hour, this minute,
To the ***** diaper
And your soiled hand.
123 · Jan 2019
Drifting
Eryri Jan 2019
Each evening at ten
You drift by my window
As white as the milk
I used to leave for you.
122 · Nov 2019
Heliosphere
Eryri Nov 2019
Voyager of 40 years
Escaping the pull of planets
Drawing on my urge for independence
Until, finally,
I leave the heliosphere
And all my thoughts are now mine to share.
121 · Mar 2020
Breathless
Eryri Mar 2020
Oh, the irony that a respiratory virus
Forced a breathless world
To stop to take a breath
121 · Nov 2020
Missed Call
Eryri Nov 2020
I thought He whispered in my ear once
Ghostly sounds shaped like words
Too brittle to hear, too gentle to fear
Could His words be so fragile?
I never heard them again.
Eryri Nov 2018
Today you experienced, for the first time...
Pins and needles.
In just one leg.
You didn't know what to explain -
Numbness is a hell of a concept to grasp for a young mind -
You could only stand lopsidedly,
Wanting to laugh out of panic,
Shooing away invisible electric bees.

But you're only three,
And it's a weird sensation,
That you'll never get used to.
Still, it was pretty funny,
Knowing you were fine
Watching you try to process a strange sensation
That always disappears eventually,
Leaving you to wonder, "what just happened?"
119 · Apr 2020
The Man on the Hill
Eryri Apr 2020
Ar ben y bryn
Sits a paint-brush-thin monument,
A crooked rocky record built by unwilling hands.
This cockeyed testimony announces a difficult man,
A man befriended by nature
Whose oakish form turned in opposition to his kin
To take root on stony ground,
To prosper on infertile soil
And shelter under nature's canopy.

Y bryn oedd ei gartref
And there he thrived
To the annoyance of the conformists,
The chapel-goers, the gossipers, the rate-payers,
Those who could not abide his ragged clothing,
Sweat-stewed, blood-patched remnants of cloth
Hanging rags of garments and barely-there shoes.
Loneliness was his hope and so peace was his.

Ar y bryn fu farw.
A few feigned to mourn to satisfy their curiousity
Hoping to spy the corpse of the man on the hill,
A man who was and who wasn't one of them.
And so a dissonance rang through the town:
He was them but not them,
Miserably poor but enviably free,
And so, his half-hearted monument was raised
On a foundation of contempt and begrudging admiration.
Revised
119 · Dec 2020
Respite
Eryri Dec 2020
The path welcomes loners
A tunnel through landscape
Through busy thoughts
Into seclusion and peace
Where fears flee the nest
To do alone what they do best.
119 · Apr 2019
Parade Charade
Eryri Apr 2019
You sat there, sure of your part in this play.
Smirked as he was dragged away,
Arms flailing, legs kicking and mouth frothing
As countless robotic guards carried him aloft.

A charade of a parade.

He was off to the unknown,
His life out of control,
Destiny scattered to the wind.

And so, it was was with such ease
That you released a butterfly-effect rumour
That gathered momentum
Causing chaos beyond your darkest hopes.

Where is he now?
In some granite and iron cell?
Living on a bread and water diet?
You do not know.
You do not care.

You stole the life you craved,
His Human Rights you waived
Not a moment's thought
Of this man's despair do you give.
118 · May 2024
Plumb Line
Eryri May 2024
**** those clichés I never thought would apply to me,
But my love ebbs and flows unchecked   as routine keeps its hold
But on days like these when the whirlwind stops
And as your lifetimes coalesce into a loveful mass
A plumb line is thrown and tells of a soothing depth
Which, on this day of rest, I sink into.
118 · Dec 2021
Your Time
Eryri Dec 2021
Each passing day is an investment
A sacrifice of the present for the future.
As for the past, frivolous times forgotten,
Consigned to the bin of social media
Doomed to be infertile digital compost
By the time you are ready to bloom.
118 · Dec 2021
Hop, Skip and Jump
Eryri Dec 2021
Pure love runs
Jumps and lands
The perfect dive
Clean and efficient
118 · Dec 2020
Vaccine
Eryri Dec 2020
As I type
My body is investigating
A tiny fraction of a tiny virus
That has conquered a world.
117 · Dec 2019
Fame and the Dame
Eryri Dec 2019
The Dame got her fame
But didn't like what she'd got
So she stayed at home
And never left her bed.
Eryri Dec 2020
You weren't quite with it this morning
You bled Red-shifted light,
Soaked the clouds and stained the hills,
Startled a three year old
Not yet wise to your nature
"The birds haven't painted him yet,
He'll be Yellow again after Breakfast":
The reassurance of a father
Who does know your nature.
Of course, you got your act together
And, by eight o'clock,
You were basking in your own Yellow brilliance,
Like the celestial Emperor you are.
117 · Mar 2019
Monoglot Monopoly
Eryri Mar 2019
No need to worry about
My culture
My language
My identity
There is no threat to my ethnicity.
My mother tongue is dominant,
The cultural lingua franca on each continent.
But at what cost, this monoglot monopoly?
Maybe I unknowingly lack empathy?
Do not understand that other languages need to breath.
Other cultures need the space.
Other identities need support.
That they face existential threats.
That my neighbours feel squeezed.
But what can I do when I am surprised
Each and every time when I am told
That not everyone speaks the English at home?
116 · Oct 2020
Lather
Eryri Oct 2020
Chest hair is really useful for creating a lather quickly.
116 · Oct 2018
Couldn't Stop Sleeping
Eryri Oct 2018
A long long week,
A short short weekend,
My body feels weak,
My spirit weakened,

Days and days of deadlines,
Time speeding up as I age,
Getting closer and closer to red lines,
And all this for a meager wage.

But trusty Saturday arrives,
Hugs me with duvet respite,
And lucid dreams that I contrive
Reawaken my mind throughout the night.

But sleep demands company,
So even on Sundays you'll hear my alarm bleeping,
For to succumb to sleep's Siren bewitchery,
Would see me forever sleeping.
116 · Jun 2019
Orphaned Clones
Eryri Jun 2019
Abandon the failures,
Imperfections are unacceptable:
Loved ones were perfect in shape and spirit
(in imperfect, idealised memories).

Flawed not flawless,
These bespoke folk:
They are and are not that rotting loved one.

'Failed clone'
Society's latest stigma.

'Orphaned clones'
The lowest class.
114 · May 2019
The Poet Laureate's Sherry
Eryri May 2019
600 Bottles of Sherry
Are sure to make you merry;
Enough to set you on a writing ******
Sure to last your ten year tenure.
114 · Jun 2019
K.O.
Eryri Jun 2019
Three times up,
Four times down.
You do the math,
He can't,
He's out for the count.
113 · Dec 2020
A Voyage
Eryri Dec 2020
The chill wind thrusts
A walk into the stars
Zero G sets wild thoughts free

- all is possible on that voyage -

But the landing is hard
As the door bangs shut.
113 · Aug 2019
Unfair Weather
Eryri Aug 2019
Summer rain rusting my brain
Unseasonal winds
Pushing over bins
Gales and rain in the UK at the moment.
112 · Jan 2019
Unititled
Eryri Jan 2019
NOTHING
to see here
...















Still looking?
Thought not.







...Insert
profound
words
of wisdom
here...



e.g.
This is
pretentious
prittle
prattle.














Thanks for visiting.



The End
Pretentious prittle prattle
112 · Apr 2020
Outlook
Eryri Apr 2020
What to do with that patch of earth?
Dig in with unlaboured hands
With fingers the opposite of green?
Doom vibrant plants to early graves
In a macabre memorial garden
Of flowers dead and dying?
Toil in futility to yield only
A commemorative patch of Earth
For this reluctant gardener's outlook?
111 · May 2019
Robbed of Song
Eryri May 2019
My heart, it knew a song or two,
But thanks to you
And your heartless crew
It succumbed and withdrew
And now it beats a beatless beat:
The sing-songs are gone
The melodies muted
No dawn chorus
Or drive time sing-along.
Oh ****, I miss the rush
Of singing my favourite tunes
Thinking my voice was completely in tune
But no,
You took that away from me,
Stole my singing,
Robbed me of rhythm,
Left a shell of an amateur singer
Whose voice is silenced:
Packed in a loveless vault:
Combination unknown.
110 · Sep 2020
Unscared
Eryri Sep 2020
I am not scared
And I do not know why.
108 · Feb 2020
Informal Diagnosis
Eryri Feb 2020
A mind made redundant
Lost in an over-aged physical cage

An informal diagnosis
An unspoken prognosis

No description
No prescription

A whole person lost:
Mind
Body
and
Soul
108 · Nov 2019
Strange Eulogy
Eryri Nov 2019
Loved and loathed in equal measure.
Memories to bury,
Memories to treasure.
A source of strife,
A source of joy.
He'd sussed out life
And spread his wisdom
Infected others with his cynicism.
We're sad he's gone,
We're glad he's gone.
We will miss him...
on occasion.
107 · Jan 2020
Truth Telling for Eternity
Eryri Jan 2020
The unimaginable that must be imagined
The flame in memory of the flames

Let the living live for the dead
So the truth of the dead can live on.
Holocaust Memorial Day
107 · Feb 2019
Ctrl Alt Del
Eryri Feb 2019
Life is not a Program.
GOTO Hell
Syntax Error
Back
Ctrl Alt Delete
Options
Restart
107 · Jun 2020
Constant Housework
Eryri Jun 2020
When you grow up I'll tidy the house
But for now it must remain in disarray
For I have no strength for a losing battle
Or another full time job for no pay.
106 · Jan 2020
Truth Telling for Eternity
Eryri Jan 2020
Let the unimaginable be imagined
Let the flame burn in memory of the flames
Let the living live for the dead
So the truth of the dead can live on.
Redrafted
106 · Sep 2020
Residue (PTSD Metaphors)
Eryri Sep 2020
A tragedy miles of time away
But pain is a stubborn stain
Counselling never washes it out
New love never puts it out of its misery

It is a stubborn ****,
Rooted in composted memories,
Finds nourishment in unwelcome recollections;
The slightest trigger allows it to blossom.
105 · Dec 2020
Expression
Eryri Dec 2020
His mind's pained pleas echo
The brain's chosen words fragment
Inside his closed mouth
105 · May 2020
Profound Mediocrity
Eryri May 2020
To split a universal truth
Through the prism of poetry.
To write with mercurial mystery,
Employing cryptic non-sequiturs
After succinct statements of staggering profundity,
Is what I dream of as I contemplate
The enormity of my mediocrity.
104 · Jan 2020
A Tree Given Voice
Eryri Jan 2020
The Starlings lent the tree a voice,
A murmured anguish: no rejoice.
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