I wish I were made of stone
So your words would never hurt me
I wish I were cold as ice
Then maybe I wouldn't be lonely

I wish I were made of steel
So my strength would never waver
If only I could turn back the clock
To a time when I felt safer

But I'm only flesh and bone
And your words have left me bleeding
My heart is torn apart
It's a wonder it's still beating

You made up your mind
Given me your final answer
What we shared is in the past
Time to write a brand new chapter

I will fix my broken heart
Some how piece it back together
It may never be the same
It'll bare this scar forever

But I'll be strong, I'll be alright
Though I'm not as hard as steel
And I can't turn back the clock
In time....my heart will heal

Is the love song you once gave me...

Sometimes I wish you would have never found me sometimes I wish I would of never came to you..I wish the sum would stay brute so I wouldn't remember the clouds so very which made you wanna prey...I wish I could forget how remembering you broke me... Remember our days driving windows down hair blowing in the wind Bon Jovi blasting on the radio..
Sometime I wish I didn't remember the feeling of my arms wrapped around your arm head on shoulder just holding you remembing this is everything all I have ever wanted...
But most of the time I wish I never remembered the love you showed me...

Days continue to roll over and over nights 2 to be living without you has made mynightmare true..
Endless days of nights without your presence continues to feel like a empty spot..
Endless days and nights without your sparks makes the stars at night not so brite...
Endless days and nights without your smile makes my heart beat a little slower..
Endless days and nights without your love without your passion without the feeling of your hugs way after you leave make my breathing only breath to stay a live... life is nothing without you if only you could see you are the only man for me...
From now until then I will continue to have endless days and Endless nights without you

It ***** without you...
Will you ever forgive me?
Could you ever see past our past and realize that 'i was born to be your baby'..
I've always seen forever when I looked into your eyes...
You were perfect at least to me you were.. I would never turn against my heart...
I would run as fast as I could to you if I knew you wanted to be my baby...
We must have been in different time zones because we definitely saw things differently..
Only wanted you but within time you wanted her...
Broken just broken
To me you will always be the one the one I never could see myself without and that is why I am doing without...

It wasn't that long ago that you became my lifeline...
It wasn't that Long ago I became yo
your lifeline...
It wasn't that long ago your love is what ran through my veins in order to keep the breath of love alive..
It wasn't that long ago that you chose to go to her....
It's funny how you could sit on the love laughter caring holding caressing admiring respecting it right out the window...
It's funny how you can live life as if we never existed when I am sentenced to an undetermined amount of time of  a broken heart..
Why must life be happy with love instead of just love of life???