I know I've lost the battle,
As I barely am able to stand,
But at least let me fight,
While I still can.

I've got a chaotic mind,
Why would she love me.

Why do I miss you even more when I'm talking to you.
We've never met before, and I long to see you.
If this goes on, I'll ruin what we have and I'll lose you.
My feelings have been unclear, I'll probably want to disappear.

When it's time to love you,
You go away,
Are you embarrassed?
Or too ashamed?
I've told my feelings, not to see this day.
If you're worried about upsetting me,
You don't need to sway
I've been broken one too many times,
I've gone numb Anyway.

I traced the texture of your words
Like my heart was blind
And your voice was braille

Thank you,
Your presence from the very beginning in my life was beautiful.
Thank you,
Your words from the very beginning to me were amazing.
Thank you,
Your laugh was always the best thing to hear.
Thank you,
Your courage taught me things that I always aspired to learn.
Thank you,
Your attitude towards different things was one of the best things about you.
Thank you,
I know you should get going but please do visit again.