So this is what it feels like;
To wake up in the morning,
To see the sun shining,
To feel the breeze of a new beginning.

Have the world changed a bit?
Or was it the things in my head?
Because, this has been refreshing.
So— this is what I’ve been missing.

Have you tried to pour the coffee?
Maybe some tea, or what you prefer, honestly.
To be awoken with a scenery,
Of having nothing and something.

It’s beautiful, it makes my heart full,
Of the best and worst emotions,
As it gives me a sense of the notion,
I am awake and alive as yesterday.

I think I like it.
The mix of yellow, orange, and red,
Reflecting through everything
Rising wonderfully as it shines with me.

I want to live for random conversations,
With coffee at pointless locations,
Talk endlessly like a curious cat,
To be satisfied, and brought back to life.

I hope for unknown tomorrows,
Simply living and breathing slow,
To close my eyes and feel the breeze,
To have my mind be in absolute peace.

The weigh of the world
Finally took its toll,
On a body so frail
Unafraid of being unwell,

Because nothing is new;
Just a flashback of few,
Bad things of good,
Always two face of a coin,

Because truth is a con;
Surprise— it can be bought,
You might have been told,
Yeah, we can’t be too bold,

There are too many reasons to die,
Loads of ways to say hi,
Too many times to have time,
See a life come to life.

Lots of things meant to be kept,
In an ***** in our chest,
Fortune to pay to hear it beat,
Don’t throw yours down the cliff,

One, two, three, go be free;
Let go of fear and come to see,
The beauty in the sea
Of wonderful things others live.

Steal and you’re gone to be
In depth of fear, you tried to free,
Put your heart where it belongs,
Then your future shall behold.

Who are you underneath?
Without the eye blinding shirt,
Are you feeling just as bright?
Or a little bit dimmer than a light?

I don't need you to be naked.
Just from time to time,  maybe
Wear your heart on your sleeves,
then we can talk about how life *****.

How things ******
the littlest joy out of us
Now we feel hollow,
constantly in doubt of tomorrow.

How many lies have I told you?
Just to say I’m fine
How many reasons have I thought of?
Just so I could say I’m okay

Because to tell the truth
I’m not, not really
I’ve been hiding so far up
Behind my own misery

It’s easier to face no fear
To hide the tears
Be at the rear
For my temporary peace

I feel free
Between a cage
Where there’s no place else
But a sanctuary made of firm grills

I feel free
To suppress my wings
In my pre-made nest
Of no possibilities

I feel free
Or at least I try to feel free
Maybe of the world
‘Cause I’m afraid it’ll hurt me

Every waking moment
My tears are falling
My fears are calling
My soul is crumbling

Away, it is my first thought
Out the door I best bolt
To keep my distance from my fall
It’s certain, said by the painful thorn

Fingers crossed, I can’t be lost
Again, it would be worse
Drown in water I called to rescue
But here it is sinking me deeper in a loop