I followed the moon
and I circled the sun
just to follow the stars
to pick me up again

After Lewis
Anger raged within me like the seas had just kissed the moon
You sailed on hypothyroid emotions
within the eye of my bipolar brain’s monsoon

After Lewis
We didn’t bother to change a thing
wound each other up like a yo-yo
and we watched each other spin

After Lewis
I was still tired from the mirror
because only now it gave me daily beatings
telling me I needed to be thinner

And it was only after Lewis
that I realised it was too late
I had done too much damage
and caused you too much heartache

A saddened laden sky
fixed into the brain;
and a night of forest dream
can't take away the stain

Feathers float above you
and they land upon your bed
To remember those that left you
so words are left unsaid

You lit a fire inside me
And left it to burn
Now that I'm ashes
Perhaps you will learn

I am relentless, obsessive
when I am screaming into the hardened face of this cliff
but is there anybody here to listen?
or talk me out of it
over a spliff?

Yet, I only have one purpose
one desire, one selfish wish
and that is to find what it is that we’ve lost —
the thing that what was missing when we shared our last kiss

I will continue to throw my light
into the shadows of your doubtful, ‘made up’ mind
and I will light up it’s beautiful skylines
until it’s the real you that I can find  

You don’t have to see this through
this path to which you have committed;
sometimes it’s braver to just admit the defeat
and let your soul be aquitted

Why should I just give up searching?  
when I know you want more  
I promised I would never give up fighting
for things I did not value before  

I will dig my weatherbeaten feet  
into the bed of this sea
until you turn around and you listen  
and sail right back home to me

I don't remember
all of the night
but I remember our bodies
by a window of starlight

and if by morning
you can remember my name
I'll forget all of the reasons
why we actually came

When your body tries to find me
in the dead of the night
It's like something pulls you closer
and that something keeps us alight