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I was drowning but nobody saw my struggle.
They left me to be suffocated by my own thoughts.
Pushed around by my own soul.
Torn to bits by my own feelings.
I was never going to be okay.
I didn't choose to just end up like this.
But I will see the sun some day.
Maybe not in this life but,
Surely in the next.
I'll describe it to you
Slow
Scrolled comforter
Warm sheets
Pillows
His skin
Silk against my own
Caramel, sweet on the tongue
Licking my lips as I write
I can still taste him
We were in it
Lost in our own little world
Thrusts and moans
Darkness
Scented candlelight
No words
And then, it began to explode
From black, to Red, to blur
His face never far from my own
Hand on my throat
Choke
And then
A kiss
Different and slow
Hard yet tender
A bite, a lick
Lost in that kiss
The rhythm changed
He pressed his forehead to mine
Eye to eye
Nose grazing nose
Slow
Every second slow
Every moment connecting
Soul
He said it all
Without saying a word
Every motion
Screamed out
Love
Every swirl
A letter of his name
Etched with every sigh
Deeper and deeper
Embedded in my heart
And there I lay
Gasping
Trying not to cry
Realizing why
The old saying goes
Love hurts
It's true you know
It destroys you
In the most beautiful way
And so there I lay
Destroyed
Alive
In Love

And so I can write....
I Lived ..... Once...
One day....One midnight...
Before I died.....
His ❤

©MV
Sometimes it’s better to move on than to hold on to a person who doesn’t understand you. Sometimes your absence will teach what your presence cannot...
Hey you, Stop breaking your own heart by trying to make a relationship work that clearly isn’t meant to work. You can’t force someone to care about you. You can’t force someone to be loyal. You can’t force someone to be the person you need them to be.
I’ll be real with you, sometimes the person you want most is the person you’re best without. You have got to understand some things are meant to happen, but just not meant to be. Some things are meant to come in your life, just not meant to stay.
Don’t lose yourself by trying to fix what's meant to stay broken. You can’t get the relationship you need from someone who’s not ready to give it you. And I know it’s hard when your heart has labeled that person as someone you could spend forever with, but you just have to accept that they’re not that person anymore. And you might not understand WHY NOW, but I promise you your future will always bring understanding of why things didn’t work out. TRUST ME
It is better to be alone and be happy than to be in a miserable relationship...
Whoever sees you as an option doesn't deserve to be a priority in your life, you call him honey but he treats you like a monkey, He is your everything but you are nothing to him, you are doing everything to make it work, but he keeps thinking you are desperate and turns all your efforts to weakness...
Never keep awake thinking
about someone who is
deeply sleeping with
someone else.
Never stay a minute
thinking about someone who cant spend a
second
thinking about you.
Leave that person who
takes your love for granted
and doesnt love you back
the way you do,
Love should be balanced
not based one side.
Its better to be single than
being in an ugly
relationship that will make
you cry forever.
.
1. You wake up early morning but you cant
send
even a good morning message to your
lover trust me you are just pretending there is
no
love between you too.
2. You are in the same country you can take a
week without hearing the voice of the so called
lover... My dear there is no love
between two of you.
3. Your lover sends you a message but you read
without replying, instead of hurting his/her
feeling
be open and tell him/her that you don't love
her/
him anymore.
4. You organise to meet but everytime you are
saying you are busy. Why don't you tell him/her
the truth that you don't love her/
him.
5. When you meet you cant even give him her
a
hug why do you pretend that you in love.
6. Your phone is always busy whenever your
lover
calls. Why don't you tell him/her the truth that
you
don't love her/him.
7. You cant spare time for your lover but you
spare time for other people. Why don't you be
open to him/her that you don't love her him.
8. You've been dating for years without
knowing if
it's leading to marriage or not, tell him/her the
truth and stop wasting someone's time.
9. Feelings are so painful if you don't love that
person. Stop playing with his/her feelings. Be
open and say you don't love her/
him.
10. Your lover's heart is not a doll to be played
with. Be open and tell him/her that you don't
love
him/ her anymore
I blame my fingers
More than my heart
It speaks silently
While fingers
Loudly shout
On pages and on smartphone screens
Typing out
What my heart has tried
To keep
Under secrecy
Tearing me apart
Ripped sheets
As I push upon their mercy
No writing
No typing
No
But once it settles
Heart at steady
Fingers
Stab and jab
And so
They write
They question
They put into play
Heart
Attacks
Slows
Worries
Replays
And braces itself
For the come what mays
The consequences
Of heart betrayed
By finger stains.....

©MV
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