she broke you.
she stepped
all over your
heart.
she left
it scattered
in pieces.
and
im the one
left cleaning
up a mess
i didn't make.
how
unfair is
it to put
someone back
together
just for them
to go back
to loving
the one
who trashed
them?

When I met you I felt something in my heart
It felt like a wall of flame that wont let us part
It made me feel warm inside on cold days
If you ever began to walk out on me id become billy mays
Id stop you and say "but wait theres more"
I would explain how you would destroy my core

I feel ugh
I want butterflies in my stomach
Total heart shattering sadness would be perfected over my current state of numbness
I am lukewarm green tea
An empty room at a perfect 72.4°F
I'm sitting on a bench waiting for a train that isn't on the schedule
This numbness is almost comfortable
But this is nothing nearly as wonderful as Pink Floyd
This is a shoe box of nothing but tissue paper
This is a wick without wax

My knees shake and my legs threaten to give out from under me.  
My face burns as I remember the gentle words you spoke to me.
You're oblivious, and it won't ever be the same.
It was a dream.
A dream that ended so fast.
I woke up with tears of regret,
with a sudden realization.
Fairy tales don't exist.
And I should have known that.

It's a kiss
you can sink into
forgetting time
unable to remember
if it's day or night.
Plump, full mouths
lips
moist,
parted
Tips of tongues,  teasing
tasting
enticing.
Our mouths
are busy
but my body
feels jolts of electricity
elsewhere,  in other places

and we've barely even begun!

The flower.
The flowers they do bloom.
In colors for my room.
Red,pink and a little yellow. Will make the room mellow.
Roses for rose in a room of paper flowers.
So pretty as can be.
The flowers are for me.