I believe in love
but I don't think it's for me
it comes and goes just like a dream
strong at first but quickly fades away for most it seems

Whatever happened to forever?
Never giving up?

My generation is a ******* paradox
we're kinda cool
but we really ****

"instant satisfaction please, and remember not to give a ****, yolo, drown yourself in alcohol and have a side of drugs, keep on raging till your numb"

Brown Eyes
deep inside the piercing brown eyes
is a world that i would like to be mine
using them to see the clear blue sky above
the green grass that glows below
what is on the other side thats greener
who knows cause what I see is better
I can feel our bodies intertwining with each other
Is the universe telling us that we should be together
because we see eye to eye and our third one even stronger
I want you in my life and I can’t wait any longer

I dont blame you
for being too far
since I did nothing
to keep you near.

I dont blame you
for not listening
since words unspoken
you simply can not hear

I dont blame you
for that  smile we share,
for that kiss
and that hushed glare

But if you too felt it
but if you too simply did not dare
I´ll blame you
for every burden I bare.

Something amazing was between us there.

We are all clay,
formless and
smooth.

Life sculps us
with punches
and grips
and floods.

Life walks all over us
until we turn
rough,
cracked
and dry.

I can see the future
i can see where this leads
And pain and regret
is all I see
but if i can ease your pain
even if just for a short while
ill take it all away
i would rather have had the chance
than nothing at all
this is my choice
so let me hold you
even though this ends in me being hurt
let me be your comfort

You can have anything you want,
but you can't have everything.
The time comes in everyone's life
where they must choose what's worth risking

I've been living day to day,
chasing something I can't even see.
It's a competition I didn't know I was in,
until I realized I was losing.

Now what's at stake and what I have left
is being weighed by Justice's scales.
All I'm left with is the skeleton of who I used to be
and a face that I barely recognize as my own...

I want you more than anything
and to get you i would do everything
but the best thing i can do
is the hardest thing to do

nothing