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Ana21 Mar 22
I try to be happy—God knows I try.
I wear the smile, say the right words,
laugh when I should, nod when expected.
But it never feels real. It never feels mine.

Family gathers, voices rise, laughter spills.
They ask why I stay away,
why I choose the quiet over the noise,
why I don’t try to belong.

But how do I explain
that solitude is easier than pretending?
That I hold my distance
not out of pride, but out of self-preservation?
That I stay away so I don’t spill my pain,
so I don’t ruin their joy with my silence?

They call me distant, cold, uninterested.
They push, they pry, they force me into things
I once loved but now feel like burdens.
And when I resist, I become the problem,
the one who kills the vibe.

But they don’t know what lingers in my mind—
the thoughts that loop, the memories that bite,
the what-ifs that keep me up at night.
I make up stories that feel too real,
convince myself I’m losing it,
but maybe I’m not. Maybe this is just life.

And maybe one day,
they’ll sit around laughing, not noticing I’m gone.
Maybe they’ll call my name and get silence back.
Maybe they’ll wonder why I never said a word.
And maybe, just maybe—
they’ll finally listen.
This poem represents the silent battles of those who constantly try to appear happy while carrying unseen pain. It speaks for anyone who has ever felt out of place in their own circle, forced into spaces where they don’t belong, or pressured to engage when isolation feels like the only peace. It reflects the exhaustion of pretending, the fear of burdening others, and the deep loneliness of knowing that no one truly listens. For everyone who has ever felt unheard, unseen, or misunderstood—this is your voice, your story, your truth.
Ana21 Mar 22
They spoke of grown-up life with silver tongues,
A path of purpose, paved in knowing light.
Yet here I stand where no sure road belongs,
Each choice a whisper clawing in the night.

Leftward, hunger wears a hollow grin,
Rightward, comfort rots in rusted chains.
Behind me, childhood’s doors are locked within,
Ahead, a maze of questions hums with pain.

The clock beats loud—a war drum in my chest,
Each tick a verdict carved into my skin.
No space to falter, breathe, or second-guess,
No room for those who fear they may not win.

If I am lost, the world will cast me out,
And still, I walk—though drowning in my doubt.
Adulthood feels like a relentless maze of choices, where hesitation invites judgment and uncertainty is seen as failure. The weight of expectations is crushing, yet the journey continues, even in fear and doubt.
Lalit Kumar Feb 28
The morning starts with a sigh and a stare,
"Any job updates?"—the question floats in the air.
Tea on the table, tension in the air,
Unseen weights on every chair.

Children bend beneath the books,
Pages filled with worried looks.
Marks define their worth, they say,
A childhood slowly fading away.

Mom’s voice rises, a familiar song,
Dishes clatter, something’s wrong.
Bills to pay, clothes to mend,
A cycle of worries that never end.

The father nods, the news plays loud,
Another day lost within the crowd.
Dreams are trimmed to fit the mold,
Stories of risks left untold.

And yet, amidst the noise and strife,
This is home, this is life.
Love wrapped in scolding, care in demands,
A house held up by tired hands.
Sara Barrett Jan 12
Freedom, they said, was for all,
But it became a privilege—
rationed, conditional.
Laws were written in the ink of fear,
Meant to bind us but never them.
Papers dictated our worth,
Time slots our movements.
For what felt like endless seasons,
My world shrank to walls and whispers.
A yard became my horizon,
A car my only escape.
Truth was silenced,
Questions outlawed.
They called it protection,
But it felt like exile.
The Constitution became fragile glass,
Shattering under the weight of hypocrisy.
Freedom was not free;
It was a cage lined with lies,
Its door held shut by fear.
I lost more than days—I lost trust.
The land of the free stood still,
Its anthem drowned in passive compliance.
This poem reflects the emotional landscape shaped by pandemic measures in New England, where silence became a prison for many. The enforced isolation and restrictions led to feelings of confinement, as laws and guidelines dictated daily life. Yet, within this silence, there emerged a defiant spirit—a refusal to accept oppression. The juxtaposition of fear and resilience highlights the struggle against societal constraints, resonating with the collective experience of navigating uncertainty and loss during the pandemic. Through poetic expression, the complexities of human emotion are unveiled, capturing both despair and the unwavering hope for freedom.
Farsolatido Aug 2024
In a world where joy and sorrow blend,  
We wear our smiles, though hearts may bend.  
The laughter fades, and shadows creep,  
A heavy burden that we all must keep.

In moments where the heart should soar,  
Instead, we feel a quiet war.  
The joy that once filled up our days,  
Now leaves us lost in a dismal haze.

We reach out, hoping to be heard,  
But find no comfort in a word.  
Alone, we craft a mask of cheer,  
To hide the pain, to mask the fear.

Yet deep within, we all the same,  
Carry wounds that have no name.  
In this silent, shared despair,  
Know that you're not alone out there.
In times of darkness, remember that you are not alone. Even when joy fades and sorrow lingers, there is comfort in knowing that others share in this silent struggle. Together, we can find strength, healing, and hope."

#FindingComfort #YouAreNotAlone #HealingJourney

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