For all her life she dreamt of perfect person
A dark dusty tall man , she always wanted
But culture and family stop her from chosing the person she want to marry
They say "while chosing man, the only important thing is how much he earn "
Some say "first you have to look for yourself in the mirror "
who said that ugly girls should marry ugly boys but ugly boys should marry beautiful girls
we all are human and we all have right to dream about everything
Nobody can stop me
hope the fate give me everything that i want

I know you're there somewhere.
I hope you don't have to deal with all the ******* out there.
I hope you didn't have to go through the same pain i'm going through right now.
I hope you didn't have to hurt someone else's heart same as other ******* around.

I want you to know that i'm preparing myself to you.
I've made mistakes in the past but i didn't regret it though.
I've met wrong men, some who would come and go.
I am fixing myself and be ready for you.
I know you're coming and waiting for me too.

You deserve to have the best in me.
I know you're coming, it might not be too soon but i know it's not going to be too late.
I hope we can find each other soon.
I am not in a hurry though,
I will hang on and rebuild myself.
I don't know how much preparation i needed to do, but i know God will give me you at the most perfect time and at our most perfect self.