Possible sweet childhood memories,
filled with fear of the night.
Children are supposed to fear a fake monster,
not a real one.
This monster didn't hide under the bed,
and he wasn't just in my head.
He was bruises on my legs,
and a ripped up nightgown.
He was an unwanted presence,
and he was more than a nightmare.
I still feel like a child,
scared of a memory that does not fade with age.
I still can't go a night without worrying,
that the monster will return.
I couldn't sleep last night because everytime I closed my eyes, I pictured