You wasn't there so you texted me like you holded me in your arms and whispered in my ear : I don't want you to leave me or sulk me because of all I did or do ... I just show you my fear , fear you leave me , or you change your mind about me , about staying' with me , about lovin' me , about being with me forever like you said.
I'm scared about everything ... I'm scared that your dad didn't accept to leave you travel alone , or something make him changes his mind about this ... Like I told you before ... when I get too close to happiness something go wrong and it goes away ... because all of this , all you doing for me it's too beautiful and perfect to be truth.
Livin' with you ... hold you in my arms ... to spend the rest of my life with you ... have you for me in my bed all the night ... I wouldn't be alone anymore ~ We'll be together.
I want this future ! I want you in my future !
You are My future
i don't want something or someone break this , I promise you I will not break it , I'm your , only yours ! I will not cheat on you , you just haveto respect the 3 rules and everythings will be fine.
Never leave me ~
Be Wise ~
Obey Me ~
No matter what happens and what I do
i read your text a hundred time and i still read it.
To my love and my sunshine~Light
