She is hiding behind her projected frumpiness..
but when my young lovely takes off her glasses;
Ah, ****..
Those eyes are the reason men were given theirs.
Group facilitator is Christ incarnate..
I am sure of it.
"How well do you want to get, Paul"
I look over at her--
curled up on a chair pad..
hiding, wondering
Looking down.. and then looking up at me
wondering if I'm gonna answer him;
"Paul? Are you there?"
I stare at her-- all alone,
biting the back of her fingers
fighting tears few in this world
would understand
There is roll-playing in the group
using both action and Word
to climb all over me
and uncover me from where I hide.
He (my Jesus with an MA)
is staring at me, inviting
I look back over at her
"I'm not leaving it, Dave"
"Leaving what. Paul?"
"My brokenness..
its shattering of my soul"
He is staring at me, but begins to smile.
I look over at her, and just know
I will be with her forever
there is a healing
within the choice to not fully heal
..I'm going to Wichita
https://youtu.be/WM5W5y9zb1A?si=qlW3TxqbLetoGUNh
beautiful broken girl is me