Wyrd (2022)

How can I cry over feelings that aren't valid
How can I mourn for something that was never gonna happen...

In this lifetime I've seen poets and fakes
In this lifetime I've seen sinners and saints
But tell me why we keep chasing these dreams
To be run over in the end?

The Universe you gave me the rites to what I needed
The Universe you took the way from me to get what I wanted...

I've always felt like I wasn't deserving of what I wanted to become...
You proved the fates right when you did what you did...

It was such a betrayal of my soul
It was such a betrayal of my heart

Ill never be able to forgive this audacity
I'll never be able to forget this travisity..

It wasn't enough you kept her from me
Now you take the only thing I ever wanted to be..

The Universe is give and take and I'll never forget or forgive...

Yes, it seems I have everything.
Everything.
Nice husband, nice house/ home, (yes that's how you should say it or it's interpreted, so maybe it should be the other way round 🙄, nice car, the whole so called 'package' .
Yet, you aren't in the group because you aren't.
No kids, no connection.
That's how simple it seems,
Simple from this direction.
They don't, they don't need too.
So. So stop ******* hoping.
But if I could include his kid, I'd fit in a different group, 'feel sorry for her'.