Would your eyes be blue like your Dads eyes?

Or would they be brown like my eyes?

Oh, how I wished I could have seen you with my eyes,

How I wished you opened your eyes in my arms cradling you.

Dear baby,

I only knew you existed because there were two lines on a stick,

I loved you already,

I wanted you here,

But we would both wait,

Excited to announce you to anyone,

You are the life growing inside me,

Your Dad was so happy,

So speechless,

But you were not meant to be,

You died inside me,

An empty place in my stomach where you should be,

A space inside my heart where you will always live,

Within me,

Dear baby,

I love you,

Mummy loves you,

Daddy loves you too,

Rest your life,

Up in the sky,

My angel goodbye.

You were a genius,
How you helped me fall apart,
You were amazing,
How you left me in the dark,
Well I made art with those broken pieces,
I made a master piece,
It's got cracks and flaws,
But it is stunning,
Just so magical,
How you can ruin me and how I transformed myself.

I can use tools to build,
I can use yarn to crochet,
I can use ingredients to cook,
I can use paint to show,
I can use words to express.

I lost somebody,
I lose somebody,
Every time in my mind,
I see them there,
I go back to rewind to that time,
To see them.

I know I've sinned,
But I know he forgives me,
I know I've let down,
But I know he will lead me,
I know I've been blinded by my own desires,
But I know he knows what those desires are and is at work in my heart,
I know I've been tempted,
But he led me away from temptation back towards trust,
I know I have not forgiven those who harmed me,
But today is a new day so I can forgive, and try again to do better under the sunlight of his brand new day.

We are going to,
Cause who knows why,
Should just try,
Don't want to die,
The look in your eyes makes me feel like we should try.

I don't know what to do in times of crises,
I couldn't hold a hose for the raging bushfire,
I am not in a lab seeking for a cure,
But I know that I can give where I can,
A kind word,
Or a lending hand,
I can give a few dollars to those that need cents,
I can try to do what I can,
So that's what I will try to do then I'll give in anyway that I can.

I gave my last breath,
Whirling through a galaxy,
You didn't hear me protest cause I gave my best,
Just to see the galaxy.

You could tell she was trying hard,
Which girl doesn't try to mould their own skin to fit in?
You could tell she was trying to impress,
But as someone who knew better, I should have told her to rest,
But she was trying to hard to make it,
She was going all the way to fake it,
And I could tell,
She wore the sheepish smile,
But I knew this act so well,
She was like me,
I am like her,
She was a miss that just didn't fit,
No matter her effort,
She wasn't going to fit,
Cause neither did I,
And as I watched her try I knew why I gave up,
Cause I was a misfit and I had it tough.