I was once told;
'Your body is young, yet your mind is old'.
I felt empowered,
But it broke my soul.
Someone once said;
'You have quite a steady head'.
I felt proud,
But I was wrongly led.
'You finally settled down',
'Your truly stronger now'.
You may be right,
But I grew up in flight.
Running from feelings,
As they were seen as weakness.
Wiser beyond my age,
So obedient
And well-behaved.
But at that stage,
It was not okay.
Suppression ,
And depression
Made a wiser brain.
No play,
No games.
Just lived as a wise man,
Each and every day.