We call each other the best of friends
But I think you're afraid of me
When we're alone
All by our selves
I can tell that you want me
But afterwards
Once all is done
You go and run away
You block me off
Push me away
And hold the arm of your boyfriend
To an extent I understand
Why you would be afraid
But then again
I hope you understand
That it really does hurt me
You brush it off as if its nothing
You pretend it wasn't real
But to me it was really something
I wish you'd feel what I feel
I guess I'm just that easy guy
The one you know will never leave
Use me to you full content
Then throw me out to sea
As messed up as I know it is
Im alright with all of this

I know Im being used
*That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse