i should be asleep but instead I'm up
i have been painting and drawing
i am happy
that word sounds strange in my mouth
i havent spoken it in so long
things do get better
you just have to hold on
i wanted it all to stop
and i almost did
but now I'm happy
you can do it too
i know its hard
gods do i know
but i believe in you
and if you ever need somebody to talk to
and to listen to you
I'm here
so just hold on

You were my light
Now your gone
Nothing's bright
We were happy
Or so I like to think
I was too busy for you
Now I regret every moment I didn't pay heed
You were my light
Now you're gone
You left, crying
I was just standing, and I let you go
Now I regret that decision
I should have gotten on my knees  and told you how much you meant to me..
Now you're gone.. I'm in the dark..