Keep everyone out, dig in and be quiet. Don't bother anyone, do what everyone wants. That's how you grow, that's how you learn. This way you are safe and remain unharmed. Don't show anyone your weakness, your fear, your sadness. This way no one can touch you, no one will see it. But somewhere there is someone who cares about you so much, who recognizes everything and experiences it with you. At a distance, in silence, with tears and pain. But who wants nothing more than to be with you. To share in uncertainty, fear and sadness. You are also having a hard time, and I am the one who sees it...
