Extreme emotions have me contemplating life or death.
It would seem I have and will act like this way until my last breath.
Please someone tell me what I need to hear.
Though every time I do it seems they disappear.

Despite the fact that what I do not want to hear is not right.
I still have the future as phosphorescent and bright.
Can someone stay with me please?
Or is it again for me the nature of the beast.

Everything I try I can not release emotional pain.
My feelings run deep as an ocean and rain.
I try to self medicate.
To all that is crazy in my life, I dedicate.

Emotional pain can be dealt with.
Just go to the source; that is what you start with.
I can not back down.
No, I must not even now.

Holidays are my only release.
Again, just the nature of the beast.
Like the Mad Hater, March Hare, and the Church Mouse.
Everyday can be your escape, your way out.

Just try to release emotional pain the healthiest way you can.
We can all be friends join hand and hand.
Life should not be about stress.
It should make you relaxed and not second best.