I was good before the meds Slightly depressed because I wanted to leave my husband But other than that, I lived.
Is this me? Is mania my thing? How many times do I have to trip before I go back to Bing?
Oh ****, everything is all of a sudden exciting!
Counting numbers like a mathematician Looking at numbers like they’ll come into fruition A Beautiful Mind subtracting with ambition
Hey Eleven! Is it 11:11? Upside down, still 11:11 Oh hey, Porche 9-11 That’s my birthday! 9/11
8:44 I’m going to do it 9:44 I’m going to do it 10:44 weighing my options 44 reasons to pop it
Where did I get these bruises on my legs? Shortness of breath A billion needles stinging through my chest Night sweats Driving fast and a little wreckless That’s when I know I need to get checked I need to be in this bed Half dead Blood sample draining from my head From another case of miscalibrated meds
This better be the prescription Otherwise I can’t live knowing my mind can't function
I'm just another cold case They can't find my killer Half of me is dead from what happened, 4 years ago How can I find my other half? Half of me feels so empty and hopeless Can the past ever catch up with the future? When that day comes half of me, Will no longer be on a dusty shelf