Up in a panic,
Sweating and manic,
waking from a never ending dream that always ends to be reality.
Sleep passes and the night sets in,
the lights are dim and I feel a sense of somber sit in,
Come take a seat across from the devil,
he'll show you how to make your life worth while,
While god is screaming and I'm in denial,
what good is he if all he does is make my life one big trial?
The devil twists my arm,
and god at my face.
The devil has his ways,
and god, his faith.
Twist and turn in the heat,
I never know when I'll sleep.
As far as I am concerned, I am one more lesson to be learned,
and when I close my eyes
I want to see gods' face.
Save me father, from heavenly grace.
Please take my embrace.
The devil has taken my bones, and sworn to take my woes.
But you are home.
Please let me come home.