i climb into the shower
after seeing you for the first time in a month
and i sit and cry
as the water streams down my back
and down the drain
i thought i missed you
so what the hell was tonight?
oh it’s all wrong
i thought i missed you
but turns out that i miss the way you made me feel
but change has a habit of bringing out the worst in me
so i’m sorry if i seemed sad
because i don’t love you like i used to
sorry it didn’t feel the same
because i’m just upside-down and backwards now

i loved you once upon a time

but you said you would be there for me

but where are you know?

by the time the rain came
you had left.
and you left me flooded and waterlogged

going

going

gone.