I wonder what my final words will be
Do I say something clever or funny
Do I create a fuss or leave peacefully
Should my words inspire
or speak a cautionary tale
Be fearless or fear being nothing

Who will hear these words
Someone dear or a strange
A friend or a foe
Do I want my words
to affect them
Will they even matter in the end

I have not the slightest clue
but what I fear most
is that I may never get to
utter my final words

I'm falling on my own

Hoping time will stop



I'm falling alone

Hoping the pain in my chest will just stop

And the gun you hold tight might just drop



I'm falling on my seat

Still gasping for air

Hoping it end fast

And somebody just pass by me

To stop and actually care



I'm falling behind

Realizing it is the end

Jumping in reality

Has really tie me to a trend

Nobody listen

Nobody trying

Nothing glisten

At least I'm trying



I'm falling deep,

Deep inside the light

Hopefully when it ends

There will be a ride

Hopefully it won't bite

Just like how it felt on my heart

When she left me that night

Just to know she doze away

To satisfy her own way

Gasping for the last day

Ends me in a sway



I'm falling away in my vision

Closing my eyes

Hoping it fade like my last text

Someday my name will be heard

Truly, X