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Peace and love
make sparkling life,
behind a thundering night
spark of white light,
you and I become
what we can see beyond
stars and bright shining eyes.
Trevor Dowe Mar 24
Stuck like a fly, I'm paralyzed by choices
Everything needs to get done
But like Ouroboros, eating his own tail
The tasks are a circle with every place to start requiring a different task to be done
It's a sisyphean struggle to get started on most things
Yet words are my escape
I share my dreams with others
As their stories flow into me
My consciousness recedes
Rarely enough to have  complete silence
But even whispers are a relief
From the thunderous yells
"You're just lazy!" and "You'll never amount to anything."
Those words and more echo through my mind
Every second of every minute of every day.
Wistful "if only"'s of impossible scenarios
Are my constant refrain
All efforts I make turn to ash and dust
Just taking the next step, the next breath is a fight
It's feels like it's me against the world
And that weight is heavier than I can hold
Sometimes, the darkest days give the most inspiration, while others choke the will to survive. And little by little its grip tightens, it won't get me today.
Trevor Dowe Mar 24
My tenuous grip on the edge of oblivion is slipping.
As I suffocate under the anxiety
Induced by a world driving full speed into it's own destruction.
Any effort I put forth to change my lot is crushed by a system designed to exploit.
After being promised a future of opportunity and success.
Society is crumbling, and a part of me wants to emulate Nero and dance to the flames.
If only I could find the energy, but by design
The downtrodden and desperate can only see the next step.
Obscured by the shadows of oligarchs stealing money from the poor.
When is it time to rise up and throw these shackles off
My throat is closed, the hangman's noose around my neck
As my hands are bound and my ankles weighted down with a ball and chain
How do I escape this hellscape that has me bound
Is that only just a dream, ephemeral and ethereal
Unable to be grasped by my reaching hands
As I fade away, will there be anything left of me to remember
With fascism on the rise, a genocide my country is complicit in, the world dying faster and faster each year how am I supposed to cope?
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