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DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

Back no playtime
On the daytime
No break time

Cuz I'm so stressed
On what's coming next
My last success didn't hit me

I got some advice
On how to keep / treat theses line
Gotta do this clearly
Cuz I got to many
Write down
Or jot down

Cuz I talk to my readers
Cuz they are my leaders
That make the decision
To vision
On how I took the time
To make my lines

So, there is no break time
Bet people can't wait for what's coming next
I bet y'all can't wait for the steps
I take to make these line

Hope y'all feel me
When I talk about somebody
That I feel sorry
I try to be hearty

I took a step
Cuz that's what I expected
So, I can blew up the past
That keeps passing
But really I feel like I keep grabbing
Any words that comes up to my brain

Cuz I am try'na make things clearly
Cuz I'm trying to unbury
The feelings
That are laying
On my chest
And yes
I'm trying to get the stress
So, I don't have to look at my regrets
And get upset

And soon as I get this hope you note this
So, you can notice
How I focus
As I face the surface
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DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

I feel alone
Yeah, I find myself in this road
In a alone world
Where I don't know
Don't like people
Asking D.E.T
"How's Life?"
Can't y'all see my eyes
In see what lies
So, don't expect D.E.T
To take a seat
And speak
About depression
Cuz I won't show my expressions

Towards this depression
So, don't put pressure
Cuz I'm a stressor
No, don't help me
Cuz you yell at me
So, don't tell me
About life

Cuz in life I'm not doing fine
Yeah, I used to tried
But once you get hurt you just go dry
That you no longer cry
Yeah, sometimes I wonder why?

Soon as I walk out this door
People look at me like poor
But don't feel pity
For D.E.T. cuz that's life for D.E.T

That's what god
Put me in cuz that's his job
Yeah, there are times that I just want to give up
Cuz when I look up
I end up hooking up
My thoughts
When I look up I put God's name
And start to blame
Myself
For not showing my emotions
But too bad their on oceans
Copyright © 2016 D.E.T All Rights Reserved
DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

Forgive me
For not being perfect
Or worth it
Forgive me for my mistakes
That made you get the shakes
And aches

Just know I wish I could leave all behind me
So, one could find me
Cuz all the part of past
Is nothin' but thrash
That should be burning in the ash

Sorry, mom for not passing
My words to somebody
When all I felt was like a nobody
Sometimes all I ask for
Was one word
To make me get inspired
So, it could make me wanna go higher
But all I felt was tire
Yes, mother I admire
You for your hard work

But I don't think you see my point
Sometimes I'm needin' a hug from you mom
To make me feel calm
Cuz can't you see this terror
In my eyes

Sometimes I feel like I am dying
Inside
But I hide it
Inside
You got me here trying
Out for crying
Cuz honestly I'm scared of drying

But still
I chill
Cuz I happen to remember when I was in the hospital
You fought to make things possible
While people declared me dead

Yeah, you stood there
In the hospital
Making things possible
And you were so, unstoppable

Yeah, you fought for my life
And line
Copyright © 2016 D.E.T All Rights Reserved
DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

They can laugh,
They can clap,
As you collapse,

But relax
Cuz there's is a "perhaps"
Even if fall
Try to put yourself tall

Chill
Before it kills
Fight till
You fill
Yourself

Now go blow blow your light
Till you fill what's yours
Open the doors

To bright
This world do it with your light
Don't get sad
Or mad
They will be glad to see you sad
Take the latter's
That I write cuz that's what matters

Make those words in terms
Don't let the words become worms
Take turns with the words
To make it up
To the top

Just remember if you collapse
Relax
Cuz there's a perhaps
DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

People are tryin' to get by
But when they look at the sky
People begin to cry
Theu can't stop
Their own sob

Your grin
Was so, thin
That everyone could see it
People can't admit
You're death

That took your breath
Why? Did you flee?
Was it time for you to leave?
Or was it time for god to receive?
You
Into his blue sky
Go fly high

While we say goodbye
You did your best
So, go on and rest

Because now you are blessed
In gods hands
God understands
Why you land
On his heaven sand

Because it was time for you to rest
And to be blessed
Or not feel stressed
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DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

Take a side
Take a ride
With own pride

Put that on your mind
That that pride may be a problem
Drop that pride at the bottom
Boy, can't you see this young girl

Wants her own world
Boy she don't want a pearl
She can see that you have too much pride

Take a ride
With your own pride
Cuz she'll drop you
And make you feel blue

She has her own shoe
Glue
She has a clue

Don't think she's a fool
Cuz you're the one being treated like a tool
You fool

To much pride
Step a side
Cuz there's a problem
You'll be at the bottom

If you have too much pride
Copyright © 2016 D.E.T All Rights Reserved
DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

I remember when I was a member of happiness
But what happen is
Someone pulled me down into this sadness
And madness

And all I've got is
Pain press against my chest
And I suggest you to keep your mess
Out of my chest

Cuz all you have given me is stress
Don't tell me that you love me
When all you do is shove me

You're nothing but a hypocrite
Cuz you for you everything seems great
But can't you see this hate

So, don't come telling me everything is great
When it ain't

Just shut for a moment
Cuz I need to think about my emotions
Cuz I'm losing focus
How do you think I feel

That what I fear
Is coming near

You know it gets so sad when you look at your reflection

Asking you a question
Like why did I chose the wrong direction
I just miss myself
I just updated because one of my followers as me to so, I did :)
DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

You stick your nose in my business
So, you can listen to my weakness
Am I surprise that you used my weakness

No, not really
Cuz I feel pity
Cuz you thought
That what you heard
Was a good word

To listen
You tellin' me you're a cold hearted
Good, let's get it started
Cuz a cold hearted
Doesn't fall in love

Listen you wanna be a cold hearted
That's what you wanna be
I got a weakness

Yeah, I struggle
With my troubles
DET Jan 2016
By:D.E.T

Home alone
I pick up the phone
To call you
To tell you I'm feeling blue

Home alone
I pick up the phone
To tell you I'm sorry
But you don't seem to worry

Cuz seems like you don't care
Can't you see I'm yelling for help
But you can't tell

When you look into my eyes
You said that you have realized
That I'm fine
But can't you see is all a lie
When I tell you I'm fine
I'm basically want to tell you I want to die

I regret
Not for telling I forget
How I felt
As I fell in love

But you torn me apart
When you started
To move on
Even if hurts me I gotta tell you good bye
Cuz you're the reason
Why I am bleeding

Don't tell me to repair
The pain
Cuz it erase
So, please
Don't tell me that
Cuz even if you pet
My head
With that pet
You give me in my head
I feel dead

All I want to do is get the train
To erase this pain
And get lost on the dark
Cuz I see what I thought
Of you liking me
Makes me bleed
I wrote this because I kinda got my heart broken so, I decided to write this poem to get the pain out of my chest
DET Dec 2015
By:D.E.T
Date: 12/22/15

Hate to see that frame
And know that my face ain't the same
Cuz I know I am dying slowly
And lonely
But that's just the truth
Sometimes I wish I could re-do

Myself
Cuz I would create a strong shell
To protect myself

Yeah, there was too much weight
That I wanted to escape
From
But there gotta be some
People who beat hell out of me
Yeah, cuz they want me to be
Something that isn't me

Yeah, tell you this
Sometimes I miss
My smile
Cuz as I walked the mile
I realized
That the file had real lies
As I begin to look at the lines

My tears made me go blind
And erased
My smile I had in my face
Yeah, as people in my school
Who were trying to act cool
Told me to go commit suicide

I took a side
And that slid
To realize that if I committed suicide

My whole family would cry
And as I visualize
No! I won't **** myself
Cuz I am here for a purpose
And those who thought

I was worthless
End it up plotting dots
Yeah, hate to know
That I could've save myself

But I was too focus on my fears
That made me drop tears
Yeah, every night I had nightmares
That turned up my fears
To speak up

Tell you this
Sometimes I just wanted to disappear
And appear
In a lonely world
Where I could feel that happiness
But what happens
When you are so, focused
On the fears
Makes your spirit
Get the ticket
To know that if you speak
Yeah you will kicked
And picked
But though I was split

I begin to flip coins
And take turns
To see if that would change the things
But it did nothing


Not till that day
The sky was gray

Yeah, this bullies
Were behind me
Yeah I ran fast so, they don't find me
But they got me
And began to kick me
And pick me

Yeah, that's where I realized
In my own eye's
That I had to fight back

Yeah, they got that smack
Didn't care if my bones cracked
But they got that smack

Cuz I as tired that I acted weak
Cuz I didn't speak

And after that day I realized
That there was hope
In surface
And yeah I begin to face

The fears
And the doors of happiness
Begin to appear
I wrote this poem to make everyone realized that they are not alone and I wrote this poem to based on a experience that I went through but till I got tired I decided to speak up for myself. And thanks my parents I was able to smile again. :) So, speak up up cuz you are not alone:)
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