You ever feel out of place in your own space?
like your lost, unwanted, a stranger in your own body.
Feels like your watching the ****** movie that it's your life but that's just it though; your WATCHING it, not LIVING it. like your a guest in your  own world—your own chapter because somehow we created this invisible wall we must to cross to become apart of it all and yet for whatever reason we don't; as if we're afraid of what might happen or is it that we've just gotten used to WATCHING our lives go on rather than actually LIVING it.

Moods can change and switch
Sometimes on their own
Making a sad moment exciting
Making a happy moment dreadful

Like flipping on and off a light switch
These emotions change
Not on purpose, of course
The emotions rearranged

If a day wasn't already hard
This would make it harder
Being dragged into an abyss
This is what it's like to be bipolar