loneliness
my dear friend
i don't mind
you fulfill my days
but you scared me a bit
yes you did
coming silently
when i was laying
naked
next to him

look at these
faded photographs
we've never taken

flourish summer
our faces above water's surface
gaze fixed on each other

all faded all faded all
no second can go back
no touch i can feel one more time

meet me halfway
like all the husbands
cannon into the future wives
like kids finding on the streets
homeless dogs and cats
accidentally
effortlessly
as it should be

all the memories haunted me every night
till the burnt down
like forest set on fire
by one match you provided me with
saying
i don't feel anything

your brittle voice in my head repeats unbearably
and echoes from the walls
anything anything a n y t h i n g
i don't  f e e l  i don't