you're name says it all.
youre something so beautifully
created, made with thought and
creativity. something unforgettable.

i never knew i could love a girl as much as i love you.

i love the way you smile, and the way you laugh, the way you're broken on the inside but hide it so well, i love the ins and outs of you.

the first girl i ever fell in love with. probably the last. i'm forever thankful for you.

My perception of love was always based on ***. i thought you sliding in
between my thighs on those late nights was love and i fooled myself into thinking that.

Every boy I've came across, has only seen whats on the outside, they've never wanted to explore what was inside me or the beauty i behold unless they were inside me and somehow I've told myself that its okay for them to destroy me.

I've never been able to find love within myself but..fake it until you make it right? i am struggling with life, with love, with myself.
i feel like winter, my soul is an endless blizzard, my heart is cold and i can no longer feel...

Dont come to me with these feelings that you fabricated, dont try and remind me of the times that you made me feel obligated, just dont come close when your feeling lost and conceded because one day I won't be here to take it. I just need time, something you could never give and its been a crime that I let you bite me in the back with teeth like some toothbrush shivs. This is just who I am, these words are the bones that make up a body which emotions flow through like blood, thoughts are the veins that make jet streams shooting out from the end of frayed tips of an amputation gone wrong. With my wounds I bring a flood and like a wolf you were instinctively drawn, the scent of a dying animal brought you close but then you chose to dispose instead of being exposed, you walked away and said sorry but now you come back talking about a decision you loath? Your a wound I was willing to close.