I am not a ******* parrot,
you ******* *******.
Dont tell me to repeat after you
don't hush the room so everyone can hear me
dont ******* tell me i need a beer so ill speak more.

you are the biggest ******* i have ever met.

Not everyone is outgiong
not everyone feels comfortable in a large group of  people
not everyone is able to yell over your drunk ***

im not sorry i can't speak very loudly
im not sorry im shy
im not sorry i am who i am
but i am sorry that you can't have fun without getting drunk
i am sorry that you can't treat your wife with respect
i am sorry your kids had to put up with you as a father
i am sorry i met you.

You go back and forth
like a teeter totter
one day you kiss me
the next day you fist bump me

On those days
when I think you like me
I'm high above
exempt from gravity
but then you treat me
like a friend
I guess I'll always
have one foot in reality

trapped again
in the mystery of
unrequited love

usually it ends
but this one will be life long

I will constantly be
torn between moving on
and clinging to you even harder

There is something about you
that makes me want to stay
but its not a mutual feeling
I'm just another friend
who got too close
and who looks good naked.

You make me have my own opinions
You make me be strong
You treat me better
than any ex-lover
which is why it kills me
when you say friends forever?

You make me so sad
You make me so happy
You make me so mad
No one has made me feel all of these things
at the same time,
before breaking my heart.

I built my walls up
so high above the ground.
I was determined to keep you out.
But there was another divine plan at work.
I slowly took down my barriers
and you broke in.

Whether it was intentional
or with purpose
it worked.
I just wish we were on the same page

You could've fooled me
when you asked me to be your girlfriend
then took it back the next day.
You could've fooled me
when you told me we'd never drift
because now i feel distant.
You could've fooled me
when you said it meant something
when we had ***.
You could've fooled me
when you didn't throw yourself
at your ex.
You could've fooled me
when you didn't beg college girls
to have ***.

I thought there was something between us
but lately it seems a lot like less.

I don't know what to say.
I can't even explain to you how I feel.
I guess in simple words,
I feel used and abused.

You were everything to me.
I cared so much about you.
I gave you everything I could.

What was I to you?
Just some *** object you can use and abuse?
Just a *** object so you can fill your fantasies.

Did you even see who I was underneath my skin?
Did you see me as me?
Did you just hide me behind the images of your *******?

What was I to you?
Just some *** object you can use and abuse?
Just a *** object so you can fill your fantasies.

Well I got some news for you.
Listen to what I have to say real close.
I am human being.
I am a girl with a open heart.
You took advantage since I fell for you hard.
You broke my heart.

What was I to you?
Did I mean nothing at all?
Just a *** object you can use and abuse.
Just a *** object to fill your fantasies.

Your compliments mean nothing.
When I look you in the eye,
I can see that you just told me a lie.
I tried to hold on.
I guess I tried too hard for far too long.
I am finally to the point, where I am just numb.

What was I ever to you?
Just some *** object you can use and abuse?
Just a *** object to fill your fantasies.
That is what I was to you.

it has taken 8 months for me to fall in love with you
but it will take a lifetime to admit it.

You don't have to be in a relationship to love someone,
and you don't have to love someone to be in a relationship.
#thesadtruth

i fall in love with people
in moments of innocence

last night
after dinner with my parents
in the car ride back home
i realized i love you

you were playing with my hair
because you knew my head hurt
simple things like this
mean a lot to me

then i started running my fingers through your hair
and i just looked at you
while doing that
and i thought to myself
"i love you"

it was something so innocent
like this
that made me want to take care of you

then on your own
you sat up and said it was my turn again

you could've been selfish
but instead you wanted to make me happy

you're my best friend
and i've fallen in love with you

what do you do
if you're in love with someone
who is all wrong for you?