Got caught up in this thing called bliss
Trapped inside this euphoria
When indulgence was in my grip
Light and Dark is on its fast forward phase
When all senses comes back to you
You'll figure out that something's missing
Then you'll realize what you willingly gave
Just for the sake of fun
And when the source is out
It won't recognize your being
What's left of you is all you had
The feeling of some part of you is empty
Indulged by some to taste the pleasure
After you found out you lost
There's the regret creeping inside you
And you.....can never take it back
It was never meant to be given back
Presence of loneliness will slowly haunts you
Denying will only lead to failure
Faking it won't even save you
Longing will linger


So there you go......alone.......


Smiling for the better times,
And sobbing after being left behind

What feels good, doesn't always feels right,
What feels right, doesn't always feels good.

The moment you'd thought they laugh,
is the moment they thought you'd be ashamed

These are the words you said to me.
Love me deeply.
Love me completely.
Just fulfill my heart will all types on intimate desires.

Which is more than physically.
Work upon my soul emotionally.
These are the words you said to me.

You stated, if we was walking in the cold.
And had no coat or blanket at all.
Let my arms be your comforter.
With both surrounding you.
You would feel instant warmth.
These are your words.
And your words alone.

And did you
stay up late
reading to me
chivalrous stories
of sweet pretty fairies
& other wonderful tales?

And did you
touch
my most
intimate parts,
'cause I'm much too sensitive
& I constantly dream
of sensuous-pixies
in my sleep
at night.