Sometimes I lie in bed
Wondering what it would be like
To be loved.

Every night
That you aren’t here with me
Breaks my heart just a bit more
Every day
That I can’t see you
Twists my insides
More and more
Every moment
Every hour
I go without your voice
Hurts, because I know
That this love is true
But I still can’t feel you here

You feel so far away
I don’t know how to reach you
I don’t know how to help
Darling, tell me how

I will do anything for your happiness
Anything, to see you
To have you in my arms for one more minute
To kiss you
As I tell you for the thousandth time
I love you
More than you understand

Let me help
Tell me what to do
Please, help me help you

picture this:
there's a person in your life
they’re absolutely beautiful inside and out
a ray of sunshine shining on your every day
a sly smile spreads across your face when their name appears on your phone screen
this person however,
belongs to everybody and nobody at the same time
you long to tell them how you feel
but you resist out of fear of losing them
you slowly feel them begin to slip between your fingers
you refuse to give up on them without a fight
they’re one of your best friends
but you can't tell if their feelings towards you are purely platonic
what do you do?

I'm tired.
Tired of everything.
I just want to sleep,
And never wake up again.

No, I'm not lazy,
I'm not running away from life.
I'm just tired of the world and myself,
And too tired to change anything.

You’re standing in front of me,
Every nerve in my body is pulsing.
There is an invisible force that is pulling me towards you.
Where do I go from here?
We’ve done this before and I was left to bleed.
How do I turn around and choose myself over you,
When you are standing inches away from me.
You are everything I want but not everything I need.