1,2,3,4,5.
5 months till my birthday
Birth-death
Maybe it will be my death date too
Hope so
That's what I'll wish for sure

The clock ticked it's 5 am
I am laying in my bed
Smoking a cigarette
Thinking of all the wrongs in my life..

Sadness hits you at nights
It makes you wish you had disappeared
Makes you numb,makes you cry
Makes you wanna die

I wish I didn't felt this way
Wish I could rewind 7 years
to a different day

He's different from the others
He has such pure soul
He is every girl's type
Making girls fall in love wherever
he goes
But he takes me home

He's different from the others
He has that **** look thing
He is so special
Making girls throw themselves
at him
*But he walks me home

Your goodmornings and goodnights
make my day
You are so special to me
Never gotten tired at me

*You are the sun,the moon and stars
of my heart

Useless *******,
that's what they call me.
They are right.I am.
I shouldn't be here.