Longing;
For a conversation needed

Hoping;
We can go back to the way we were

Praying;
That we can be mended

Wishing;
This fight will come to an end

Fearing;
We will stay this way

Knowing;
It is up to me

I'm sorry

I miss you
Your touch
Your life
Your smile
I miss us
Our jokes
Our secrets
Our conversations
Who knew that would come to an end

I remember the first time I fell for you
When you asked me if I wanted you to hold my hand
So I wouldn't trip going up the hill
Who would predict I would fall for you
I told myself that it was unrealistic as my best friend longed for you
For your touch and your gaze
I never thought I would fall for you too
The months went by and we grew closer
Long conversations and catching each other staring back in class
I had wished those days would always last
But the school year came to an end
Off to our separate high schools we were sent
And on our last day together
We went off with a hug
And to this day I still regret
Never knowing that was love

There are two ways a relationship can go
We break up
Or we are married
Both are equally scary

A hometown should be one of pleasant memories
Going down to the creak, playing games in the streets
Not in this renown hidden town
A town full of dread and full of sorrow
Fulfilling the rich and suffering the poor
The unwelcomed guests welcomed all around
How I once was proud this was my hometown
My home will forever be in this town bearing misery
Until I get the courage to leave

I live in a house built for three
But the walls surrounding me house four
My time spent here can no longer be
You see, I am the one on the other end of the door
I am the fourth crowd that will tear this house down
That smile we used to share no longer fills the air
A crowd our we and so I must leave
This silent house needs to be free