as the bullet pierces through
the love for you spills out too
thoughts unsaid
prays unheard
what drips from my writ once was love.

you make me feel like a person

because I want someone
to hear my thoughts,
not my words
and I want someone to see my soul
not me
filled with shame
to myself

Rays of sunshine reflect on your skin,
you breathe,
you feel that you are a good wolf
but one day your hunger screams
and you lose control,
you attack.
Now like an animal,
curled up on the cold snow you lie,
snowflakes touch your fur
and although the frost is driving you to pain
you don't want to get up.
Even if you would like to,
you can't fool anyone,
that who else you are
than this cold predator
Even for hours sitting in the sun

Although plunged into its madness,
I do not see the light, but I seek it
Shame is a burden on my back,
Please unburden me, please at least for a moment?
And you my torch in the dark corridor
And like a stray dog I run to you,
but you are extinguished
Then a crowd of thoughts my mind haunts,
because why were you here when you left me
And like the ****** dog
I return
To the place where I was lost
Now on a chain
And still immersed
into my own madness,
And still with shame
on my back

Please let me come out of the pollution - i said.
cleanse me,
let me look with the happiest eyes,
in clear colours.

My God, don't make me be a mist
I know I feel better this way
but the alternative life make me confused

I don't want to be like that

Help me,
help me find a way out
from the labyrinth of suffering,
because for the first time in my life
i want to spread my wings
and fly high,
without being drugged.