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Rachel Nov 2019
Pain
In my veins
Driving me insane
Just wanna get on a plane
Get away

Be alone

Not lonely.

I'm sorry if I sound poorly,
But I am
Poorly.

Pain
In my veins
Never been this present before
Not sure if I can take any more
But I'm sure
I'll be fine

But in this moment

Pain
In my veins
Is all I feel.
Rachel Nov 2019
Can you help me forget?
All the times that I've wept
Over someone who only ever caused me pain
While I wanted his heart
To want mine.
I think about him all the time.

I want someone to hold
Keep my heart from turning cold
Cause its hard when someones hurt your soul

I want someone to hold
And help me forget the lies.
Cause no matter how hard I try
I see his eyes
In my dreams

And I forget.

I forget the fear he made me feel
It feels surreal
He pushed and he swore
I've never felt so scared before.

Scared- of the one I supposedly love?
The one my heart belongs to
This can't be true
I just need to feel something new
Something safe.
Something that won't keep me trapped in a cage
In a cage full of anger and rage
Full of hate.
I am in a state
I never thought I would be in before
I feel pain to the core

I don't want to feel anymore.

So

Can you help me forget?
The times that I've wept
Over the one who keeps my helpless heart on a chain

but

one day

That chain he will hold no longer
For I am growing stronger
Growing bolder
I will not let this soul of gold
Turn cold
For I am strong

but

I need help.

So help me forget
The times that I've wept
And kept these tears and fears deep inside
I don't want to hide
Any longer.
For I am

Stronger.

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