Someday your stomach won't drop
your eyes won't cry
and your heart won't pound
at the sound of his name.
-J.C.

You are so kind.
One of those you search for but never find.
For whatever reason, I can’t get you off my mind.
I want to give you all my time and have an opportunity to call you mine.
We're made for one another, one of a kind.
I feel as if our minds are intertwined.
Created to heal the world… divine.
I know this may not be the right time, but theirs something about us, I have to find.
It's more than chemistry in my brain.
You’re the Novocaine to all my pain.
There is no other I want the same.
And you are the one to blame.
It's your goofy smile that keeps me sane.
And if I am committing treason.
I know I met you for a reason.
I get high looking through your eyes.
Those bright blue skies give me butterflies.
I tried my best to stay away.
Your eyes don’t lie, I look away.
Your heart is pure let's keep it that way.
And he walks away...

I wish to love fearlessly and whole heartedly.
Why does it come with so much pain?
I end up burning bridges of loves I thought were solid under all pressures.
Then I lay down my heavy bricks of hurt and begin to rebuild my walls of protection.
-J.C.