Just ten minutes after I'd revved the engine
I was only nine miles away from the love of my life
Day dreaming of when we’d met just eight short months ago
Soaring at seventy down that country road
Only six more miles until she’d be in my arms again
Five years ago thoughts of love would have seemed so far out of sight
Yet four times I've already proposed, “too soon,” she’d always say
Amazing how in three seconds your entire life can change
With just two tires there’s little room for error
When one blew out I hit the asphalt, hard
In a wreck like that there’s zero chance I’d survive
One hour later the ambulance arrived at last
EMTs pressed two paddles against my chest
Shocks were delivered three times
At the hospital doctors performed four operations
Five months I spent in a coma
Followed by six months of physical therapy relearning to walk
In time all seventeen broken bones had set and healed
It cost me eight grand to buy a new bike
Now nine years later I’m still riding, fearless, wife on the back
The tenth time I asked, she finally said yes

So alone
Nobody home
Theres no one to talk to,
Not like I even have a phone
I want someone
Need someone near
Someone here
Someone to hear
To hear me
What I want
What I need
What I just can't have
I don't know why
I wish I could fly
Go up into the sky
Or maybe just die
And be truly alone
I don't know what's worse
To be surrounded and alone
Or stranded and cold
I don't know what to do
I can't tell you or you or you
I put on this face
We all run the same race
But there is no winner
There's no prize at the end
All I am is a sinner
But I'm a sinner with a soul
A soul that's been saved
I don't have anyone here
But God is always near
All I have to do is ask
He answers
I talk
He listens
I weep
He holds me
That's all I ever wanted
More than anything
To simply have a home
To not be alone
Not just a house
A place of my own
When that day has come
And I look for the sun
I know you'll be there
I know you're the one
So for now I cry silently
Shoulder my pain
Better silent than violent
I sob in the rain
Where no one can see the tears
My shaking looks like laughter
My smile forced and heart hurting
I put on my face
And hope nobody notices
But in the end
I'm alone
All alone.

I want to make you smile and I want to make you ***.
I want to hold your hand and I want to hold your hips down while you’re writhing.
I want to make your eyes light up and I want to make them roll in the back of your head.
I want to be your reason to wake up and your reason to stay in bed. 
I want to kiss your wounds and I want you to leave them on my back.
I want to play with your hair while you sleep and I want to feel it between my fingers while you are on top of me.
I want to memorize the repetition of your breathing and I want to memorize the sporadics of your moaning.
I want to see the arch in your grin and I want to feel the arch in your back before you collapse. 
I want to go out to dinner with you and I want to go down on you.
I want to to feel you in my heart and I want to feel me inside of you. 
I want to make you laugh and I want to make you scream. 
I want to still be able to taste you in the morning.
I want you in every form.