I got nothing to do about been real
So
I drink up for the night to fill the rest
The love is such insanity what I make me loving about me being insane
Right now am there the edge of having and not having everything at the same time
But my heart always in need
So am pretty sad but in the most beautiful way
Am the lonely drinker to the night
Without a cigarette between ma lips

එයාගෙ  ඇස් මට කිව්ව
කවිකයක් අහන්න  ඕනෙ කියල
සරාගී කවියක්
දන්න  නොදන්න
සියුම් වේදනාවෙන් පිරිච්ච්ච
හිත ඇතුලෙ කළුවර තැන් වල
ඇස් දෙක පියාගෙන ලියපු
සරාගී කවියක්

හදවතේ භාෂාවෙන් ලියපු
නිශ්ශබ්ද ස්වරයෙන් කියන
අපේ මත් උන ඇස් වලින්
කිෂිජයේදී රඟදෙන
රන් පාට ඒ කවිය
විදුලියක් උනා ඇයට
නිදහසක් උනා විශ්වයට

ඔව් , 'නෑ' කිව්වෙ 'ඔව්'
ප්‍රතිවිරුද්ධ , සදාතනික
හදවතේ භාෂාවේ
ආදරයෙ ගිනි දැල්ලේ
සරා ගීම කවිය මම ලිව්වෙ
ඒ ඇස් වලින් මම දැකපු
වෙන කවුරුවත්ම  නොදැකපු
අහිංසක දඟකාරිට‍

You know what?
You are a poem
I miss writing

Sun is far away
Stars are also
Moon - too
Yet all of them
Keep the world bright
Beautiful and vibrant
Most of all those all
Keep the world
Alive

My sweetheart
Big eyes of love
You are not that far

ආදරයෙ දෙව් දුව
තරුණ කාලේ දවසක
මගෙන් ඇහුව
ආදරය :
මොකක්ද එකේ තේරුම

විශ්වයම එකතු කරලා
හැදුන සොම්‍ය ස්වරයකින්
මම කිව්වා  ආදරය :
*අම්මා කියල

boys
all of them
loved you for life
life  -
boys are not loud
about
with all zeros
and perfect ones
you will only code
a program
everything in between
blind to your blue eyes
love
in the essence of fire
boys will jump in
to save
you - or them
words
the truth
forever remain
in their eyes
yours are the prettiest
Saskia!
..................


mh
my boy Mowgli
' till we meet again
-

Nasty science of life
Wow you and I
Us
Our phantom of the beautiful
The brutal
Surreal , undiscovered
Eroticism ,
That glamorous hedonist art
It is no Karma
We are about to float
[ah - a --- --- yeah]

Grab my hand
I don't know the depth of this abyss
Ready to jump?

This December
         It is too cold
               More than ever
                        Here in Oymyakon
                              A Wolf howls
                                    It is a wretched mourn
                                          Snow is falling
                                          So am I
                                           My dear love
                                           Sasha Gaze

                                        
                                             shanikayrs

I am in love
even if it is
just
the shadow
of
her!

Brother - The universe is massive
gigantic
Never have found ever found the boundaries
Yet,
So?

මල්ලී
විශ්වය ලොකුයි
විශාලයි
තාම නැහැනෙ හොයාගෙන
කෙවරක්,මායිමක්
ඉතින්?

It just get funny and funnier
when the life wants to ****
the ego of men whom never had life
how an old man with many wrinkles
chuckle at this like he just lost his mind
huh :D :D :D :D :D

May be the life is asking for ..
for more entertainment
from it'''s best actors
funny :D ain't it?
when you look up and beg
that words counts
not for you though :D :D
Old men they are all
chuckle like mad and they all were
retired

තාත්තෙ
ඇයි මාව ඉපැද්දුවෙ
මැරෙන්න බය කරල
මැරුන වගෙ ඉන්න කියලා
මම ගැන කාට කියන්නද
අනුකම්පාවෙ තුරුම්පුවක් වෙන්නෙ
නැතුව
ඔයා කොහොමද නිවන් දකින්නෙ
සසර තවත් දික් කරල

I think I wanna cut my own throat
**** hard and sleep tight
Vulgarity and purity together it makes a one man
The man called me
You all are my projections
See how uncanny it is when the God, whoever,whatever the creator steal that claim from me, the man who own the projections
In the broad day light
Am not angry with him if he doing the job right but no
He just playing with lights
Making it his own club house
Having selfish apathetic pleasure
Destroy my creation my projection
Destroying the man
The man

Head was the call
Nature was bending all the odds
But neither Gods are above the rules
If your love meant to head down
As fast as head face down

When the clouds you see are all dark
There will be the rain no sooner the gloom
Touching the head rain pours down
So the roots are grabbing the earth
Letting trees growing tall and strong

If the life is all about flip a coin
I ll make both sides are heads if I could
Am sorry I just wanted to love
As if the coin dancing on it's own

lemme feel eternity
keep me drunk
keep ma eyes half-closed
so I'll see, only you

Inward -
Desires at the edge of dimensional shift
Sip of a taste - just before you go there
Betrayed life to
Outward -

Let him rest
Let her cry

© shanikayrs

My wound - My pain
I am Me - Myself
yet another man of self
cynacal
I am

Live in the mystery
To all its bits and pieces
Go under sun, get dark a little
Talk to him for a while
You may missing his words
Fall in love with that big tree
Shelter to the fullest he reach
While Keep smiling green
For years and years along
Take one more breath
Deep to your soul and let it heal
Be greatful to the wonder of it
Making a moment of life alive
Though they come invisible to you
Close you eyes for a while
When yourself awake and free
See how much you beautifully see
Love and the meaning of peace

shanikayrs

So you are a witch?
I love hunting then, am in need of no luck
am not trying - just hunting
as the fire lit into the darkness infinite
may the witch glow to be an angle
even though the witch isn't sure about

the darkness is blunt and cut open the infinite
but am in love with this taboo of life
days and nights are no longer inspirational
now the heart counting on  eternal darkness
and the rapture of her witchcrafts

she is writing her spells in a few cozy lines
attached to the pictures of the light
so much of beautiful love mask upon the darkness
the passion is such so no more weeds go high

I only love the moon and born to make love
there are flames which never go cold
yes I am a wolf - one look sharp through the darkness
a one counting the words of her spell she cast
Thus there can not be things in between ...

{to be continue ...}

I feel my legs
breath
sound of my breath
orchestration
gravity of heart
explosions all over
tingling eyes
nebula
a black hole
fire
crucifixion
a divine birth
mother's bliss

enjoy being *****
an aesthetic chaos
emerge of all the arts

In the days of Autumn
When he walk on roads alone
He stoped by to read that book
' Tale of love brining from fairy land'
Fairy came real and they fell in love
When he just finished
Reading that twenty six'th page
That exotics love and peace inside
Married them for lives after this life
Indeed that was a wedding
All this autumn witnesses
Sadly the book haven't enough pages
As him to read until to the life come next
The fairy he loves - became part of his void
Autumn is this,mix of the happy and sad
He will come to next life and wait for the fairy he loves
with the book he read and the book he would write
' Tale of love bringing from the promising land'

shanikayrs

I can't bare
- pain
even a small
bit
- no
not any more
'                      '
!

පිපාසයි ආනන්ද !
I am thirsty, Ananda !

We forget things
we forget the things what we are married of
the world then zooming out to the place where we stand tall
when we loosen the breath together we took in
then we are the people in love
it all then begins we finding each other
the invisible corners of ours by our lips and race of blood
together on the earth is where we stop
in the life of new born love

breath in
    breath out


                           in
          
                                   out


                                          

                                                    one

Cut and enjoy yourself
tiny dots of pain -

Our values - maybe our values can not be found in the backdrop you and I were painted on

We need a different world -
You and I and few more others need a world where there is nothing to earn,
Where you don't have to make yourself alive
A world where you stay along with your breath and sunflowers - all along - indefinite

A timeless world - Sunflowers 🌻🌻🌻

Unconditional love
It is there
not in your culture
world, life or your next door
it is there in mind
keep seeking
it hides ! mmmm
when you seek
but you have to seek
that is the adventure of it
might it will **** you
that is okay
you are not you
until you find it

**** I am Sick

There is always a girl
a one with eddies and warming curls
whom may be lost in her own lust
when you got your wings she used to crawl
no one knows, but why
her lips were brave but had shrink mine
tonight I write the scariest of destine
wherever I lost
there is always a girl
could someone tell what do I feel

blood
popped in
shape of
heart
and it was red
so /i sealed
my heart
in my book

wait
/i bought a
sharp black
knife
yesterday

Aww!
/i have cut my
thumb a little

It comes in a way loneliness to solitude
And the other way around most the time
Knowledge of life keep longing
In a place of saturate

The gurus I went after
All had cost mines of gold
Which happened to pay from very own life
Here onwards terrifying to look in

Creation and the destination
Bringing so much of mingle
To one another in bitter sweet love
What it feels is only what its capable

What now or the immortality
Where immortality hard to be found
Nothing can be given or give up
When they vouch destiny to be create

If it created why to manifest
Why challenge poor for the union
Hello big tree , green grass on thick soil
Open yourself and teach if you know

Mind where you live I don't know
Soul who you are so strange to me
Who I am I have no clue
So your grace I surrender to you

Dear big tree here I bow to you

shanikayrs

There are sometimes , my friend
It seems that pain is never gonna pass
No matter what you do
There are times, I am saying
My friend we born with it, we are
No one will see, I am saying, you will be alone
Even without your own shadow
My friend I am saying, There are times
Everyone else is a hero in their way
Except you, you get to have nothing as it seems
So you stop eating fish because you see
You feel the burning pain of their gills
When you got them out of water, my dear
My friend, My friend , My friend !!! hello
They are sometimes, I am saying
Hello .............................................................

I get angry even with the words sometimes
am done talking and expressing
exhausted of decorating words
words alone can't speak the truth
we don't know the truth
(hope~karma~love~luck~god~whatever the crap you call it)
we know nothing so simply we have no words for speak of the truth
I am tired of all your big talks with no meaning at all
why you should ever wanting me to (be-lie-ve) your words
then after awhile why should I decorate the words you have said
I know nothing ~ neither you know a thing or maybe I may not know that you know a thing
but in the end of every speech~visionary talk~essay~or an epic poem
all those words you all spoken has no meaning
words have no meaning

I love you
you
and you
and you too

God is bad
****** depress
******* perverted
opportunist manic

love is a crime
no wonder
why the
flowers not blossom
on earth

Mist in the morning
Invites December
Delicious joy sees
Greening sprouts

- shanikayrs

Before the moon
  The waves
Before the life
  The water
Before the horizon
  The wind
Before you and I
  The us

what is mine, yeah

I like black
white
blue
and you

There
Bring me to life in there
I am terribly lonely

I can not survive - through the day
through this very second
I let me die
everything I write starts with my ownself
I don't know how to write - to you
But I heard God created only a one-man
One Adam and then he took off his hands
He - the universe hold something
so do all big bosses -
hear me, my lord  
you aren't a boss, you have no mercy
at least the lucifer let us to ****, as we wish
so I'll be alive at least at the moment I ****

Correction -
I should not let myself die
I should **** me
God - yes - that is what you are asking for
ever since, from the creation of Adam
you shouldn't have,
test your mastery,  
boss
you could have watch
**** Instead

She said
There it is raining
Go out and get wet
I simply asked -

shanikayrs

all I can think of is the summer
beer, coca-cola and tan you
I wish if we were born free as you and I
where ever we looking at alone or together
the happiness, the smile and smoke of fine cigarettes
where else life can be a miracle
when we alive all the day along
my woman my children and the daffodils I love most
make the life and of an every bit it needs
summer is always a dream, beautiful dream coming ture
every once in a year , wondering how I dream !
there was many summers since I had a hope

Once I met Picasso -
He told me why he kept us all in cubes
Everything within just an instant
Let me rest on her thereafter -
Such a great man
Today I wanted to fly
**** myself -
Man to Him thereafter
Wish I was not born into this
Guernica is still the real

MY HEART
          is in pain
            wish if you are a human
to feel a little
        of this pain,
I AM DYING

She is my heart
I saw her near the cashier
She was buying cigarettes
A blue pack
Her khaki overcoat made her look independent
As she leaves, she just told
Kids, no, no kids
Her smile everlast