How are you? They asked,
I smiled and answered,
"I am fine! Perfectly fine."
I smiled, but deep inside?

I am broken, yet i know
I am fine
I need to be fine
I MUST BE FINE.

In a fraction of a second,
I know something inside me will snap,
And if that snap,
Pretty sure my demon will snap as well

The demon living inside me,
The demon of my depression,
The demon that soon will take over my body,
The demon that can and will **** me,

So i must be fine,
I should always be fine,
For i cannot die right now,
Not yet, soon. But not right now.

When your black & white world becomes more darker
When the one who made your world colorful doesn't look the same way before
When you decided to close your heart into everyone
When you never jam to your favourite band
When you lost the motivation to live
That's when you'll realize that depression won over you
That's when you'll realize this is not me anymore, this is what the demon of depression is
How would you find your self again?
Would you still find it if you never knew what to find in the first place?

I found my happiness in him, I spent years to just to find my happiness and it turned out to be you.
But there are just somethings that aren't meant to be.
As I fall for you, you fall for her.
As I found my happiness to you, you found yours to her.
What am I gonna do when you loved her the way I loved you?
What am I gonna do when she became your world instead of me?
What am I gonna do now when you love her instead of me?